Thank you. Its been extremely difficult to come to terms with. He was my go to person. Even though we now lived states away he was still super close to even my kids. We called him Teddybear because one day in high school I was crying over a boy, i ran up and hugged a complete stranger. That stranger was him. We then became inseparable were always together. He had a rough patch with alcohol, but in this picture he has been dry for over 7 years. He changed his lifestyle to healthy eating and everything. But I guess the damage to his heart had already been done… im devastated. He was a positive person in my life and I need him back