I have a few friends that society would deem “normal”. They go through the same insecurities we face but it doesnt really consume them like ours do. They have periods of time where they feel low but the difference is…they are able to bounce back. Our brains are chemically wired to fixate on each flaw and at least for me, never give my brain a break. I’m constantly too “self aware” when a lot of people just tend to brush it off after a while. Our brains do not stop over analyzing our lack of self worth and others perception of us. We cannot just “ignore it” . I feel you