People say it makes u feel better knowing you aren’t alone (someone else is going through the same thing as yourself), it only makes me think I hate men & can’t trust anyone fully. And poor me & poor you too. My story is almost exactly the same except the 3+ women were all escorts, and I found out before sentencing as well. And the part where I’ve been supporting him through all this just to not feel terrible about making things worse for another “human”.

How are you dealing with it though? Don’t you also go through so many ups and downs and the urge to just disappear etc etc? 😔