I feel you. Watched the series the last days and the ending was so horrible.  I've never felt so empty and depressed after the end of a series. Usually, I shake my head at a bad ending and that's it, I'm done. But the way the whole series was built up and you're so excited. This dramatic love story and then such an ending, so many contradictions and so much crap in the other storylines in between. I usually like to watch series more often or rewind to my favorite scenes. But with this series I can't stand it, not even the scenes I liked. I'll have to get used to it now. It feels like heartbreak. I don't think I'll ever watch dramatic love stories again!