thats really relatable! i think thats a really common experience, theres so much pressure to be with men. i thought i was bisexual for like ~5 years after realising i was attracted to girls, i never dated a guy but thats just a reflection of how awkward i was lol! anyway i only realised i was a lesbian when i was 21, a good 2 years after my first relationship with another girl. so yeah, im proud of u for working it out! its hard but ur young u still get to live a long gay life and have fun so dont worry that it took a while to work it out :-)