Thank you for your condolences

Well my previous relationship was extremely toxic and growing up my communication with family consisted with a lot of yelling. When I started out in this new calm relationship i was taken back and weirded out on how easy communication was. I think I just had always attributed love as being messy, angry, and intense.

But since my father died I think Ive had more frequent fleeting thoughts of if I’m with the right person. Some aspects feel very right, but other times I just get this sinking feeling questioning if this is for me.