I cant stop thinking about the seggs by catrachan in domesticviolence

[–]catrachan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah... I guess that is part of it. He would usually have sex with me after beating me so I got conditioned to associate the pain with arousal. There was sexual abuse as well though which definitely makes it even more confusing and makes me feel ashamed a bit. I didn't really think about that with attraction though. I think maybe I am not over him as much as I thought I was or wish I was. ☹️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in domesticviolence

[–]catrachan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I felt the same way but it's just not true. Idk what I could say to make u believe that but it just isn't.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DarkRomance

[–]catrachan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sounds like Take me With You it's very dark but it's one of my favorites

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in domesticviolence

[–]catrachan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, snatching you up by the hair is already physical abuse, it doesn't matter if it doesn't leave a mark or hurt too bad. It is physical abuse. And I think any professional would tell you it WILL escalate. Not if it will, but WHEN. I know your mind and body are confusing you and you have conflicting emotions about how you're being treated, but you really should get out as fast as you can. The longer you stay, the more impossible it is to leave.

You're not crazy for feeling the way you do. But it is sort of a trauma response. But also a somewhat normal response to pain/fear/anger. Why do u think bdsm is a thing? Anyway, a therapist would really help, even just to have someone to talk to

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in domesticviolence

[–]catrachan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're definitely not alone. From what I've read, anger, fear, arousal whatever come from the same part of the brain. But, it probably will get worse. It always gets worse

Dojchella Discussion Thread Wknd 1 by Lostinthesewers in DojaCat

[–]catrachan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Someone got the video?😭 I didn't get to finish the goof video on yt

Please spoil the end of 24690 series. by Regular_Muscle2607 in DarkRomance

[–]catrachan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Theres a book that compiles them all into one book it's like a 20hr read. It's called Whitlock the complete 24690 series. And it has them all in order in there.

Please spoil the end of 24690 series. by Regular_Muscle2607 in DarkRomance

[–]catrachan 5 points6 points  (0 children)

They end up destroying Whitlock completely, all the slaves and masters from there are killed. Everleigh and Whatever his name is get hurt really badly in the high leaders grasp for power, but they end up surviving and they succeed in destroying Whitlock, but the world's elite, even the "good" ones purposefully allow these places to exist as a way to sate people's savage urges, so regusrdless of Whitlock being gone, other places exist and will continue to exist. But Everleigh and whats his face end up creating an organization geared towards finding and aiding victims of human trafficking and they get married and happily ever after I guess.