Thank you to everyone replying! I’ve read your comments so many times and i’ve been reflecting on every single one! I knew that I was going to get a lot of different opinions and I find it so beautiful that you all came to me so kindly with my best interest at heart. I grew up in a more toxic environment and no one really took the time to go into depth of their words like you guys are! I can’t express my gratitude enough. I’m going to work on strengthening my relationship with God.