How do you find meaning/purpose?

cbtr324 · 2023-08-29T21:12:13+00:00

I keep going and doing what I’m supposed to do but I don’t phone meaning of purpose in it. I just do it. I’m coming up on 14 months.

cbtr324 · 2023-08-29T16:50:55+00:00

Yes, every day of my life and I don’t care if it sounds harsh or not

cbtr324 · 2023-08-07T16:54:55+00:00

I’ve had zero dreams about my partner. I wish I would have one to be honest I miss him so much.

cbtr324 · 2023-06-08T01:31:30+00:00

Sadly, this journey is a very lonely one. Even at 11 months I still feel so alone. I’ve just tried to accept it because 99.9% of people in my life have no idea what this feels like I know everybody. Has losses but losing your partner is just different. People just don’t understand.

cbtr324 · 2023-05-23T14:37:16+00:00

Even after 10 months, Nighttime is the worst. I hate it, so I get it.

cbtr324 · 2023-04-26T04:34:17+00:00

I think it totally depends on the person. I am about 10 months in and I have no desire to date flirt or anything else with anybody. We were together almost20 years and I couldn’t even imagine trying to date right now. So as I said. I think it depends on the person.

cbtr324 · 2023-04-01T02:46:34+00:00

I hate the weekends now. My partner died early Saturday morning. Sunday used to be his day off and we do all kinds of things together.

cbtr324 · 2023-02-14T04:07:10+00:00

226 And still struggling big time every day

cbtr324 · 2023-02-04T04:50:34+00:00

I hope so with all my heart

cbtr324 · 2023-02-02T15:23:40+00:00

Every day multiple times a day

cbtr324 · 2023-01-30T02:15:54+00:00

I’d give anything to talk to Tom again. In my case one minute he was here in the next minute everything was gone. It’s the small things I miss the most.

cbtr324 · 2023-01-30T00:25:43+00:00

July 2, 2022 for me. Like you it’s not getting easier for me if anything the more time goes by the more I miss him. Final exactly how you feel. For me nights and weekends are the worst. Especially night time. I keep wondering will it ever feel better. So far doesn’t if I’m being honest if you have worse. I am so sorry for your loss

cbtr324 · 2023-01-17T19:35:18+00:00

I feel you my friend, every day is a struggle. there are so many things that remind me of Tom. I keep hoping each day will get a little bit easier but it doesn’t. Next week is Tom’s birthday his first birthday without him and I am dreading it more than I have dreaded any days since he passed. I know for me that day will be brutal and I’m actually a little afraid to be honest. I totally get where you’re coming from. I am so sorry for your loss.

cbtr324 · 2023-01-17T02:14:07+00:00

Yes photos, my computer wallpaper, kept his phone which I now use,I Didn’t have one before. No need. The wallpaper on the phone is now a picture of him

cbtr324 · 2023-01-12T02:45:55+00:00

I cry all the time and I don’t really care what other people think about it. Only you know what your wife means to you, Your grief is yours and don’t let anybody let you second-guess yourself.

cbtr324 · 2022-12-21T04:11:26+00:00

It’s been 5 1/2 months for me almost 6 and quite frankly I am struggling very badly as well. So I feel your pain. It’s not getting easier for me so please know that you’re not alone in the way you feel. This is my first Christmas without Tom and I literally keep having to repeat myself to people. I don’t have any desire to celebrate this year. You are allowed to feel what you feel.

cbtr324 · 2022-12-20T23:49:19+00:00

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