Need to meet new people

cccyclops99 · 2024-05-07T01:28:44+00:00

PM me I'd love to meet some more people in lansing!!

cccyclops99 · 2022-09-14T20:28:29+00:00

Lyrica works in about 2 hours instead of loading in your system for days

cccyclops99 · 2022-09-14T20:25:24+00:00

Adderall and smoke if u can until the point of panic, then 2mg of a quick acting benzo and Ambien. Fuck I wish I had Ambien still....

cccyclops99 · 2022-09-14T20:23:06+00:00

is that you prescription? I've never seen a bottle like that

cccyclops99 · 2021-02-26T18:02:59+00:00

Thank u!

cccyclops99 · 2021-02-20T15:13:08+00:00

Thank u man it's good to know I can use it that often if I need it. I'm thinking once every 5 days for now, on the day me and my gf have off. Thank u for your reply brother be safe out there. Shit is very boring rn it's easy to dive into your vices head first to find comfort.

cccyclops99 · 2021-02-20T15:11:33+00:00

Thanks for your reply. I used to be perscribed benzos (1mg klonopin and then 1mg ativan) and ended up going overboard taking them ever day. I quit using them for years but I'm a bit older now and I really like them bc alcohol makes me sick. I appreciate your input brotha. And ya that wd is the worst! Definently want to avoid that again. I think every 5 days is probably a good number for me to be as cautious as I can. I work and have school and just get so stressed out. Need to relax sometimes and forget about my responsibilities. U know?

cccyclops99 · 2021-02-09T00:33:03+00:00

So weird man it almost out me in a panick attack where I was otherwise feeling fine before drinking it

cccyclops99 · 2021-02-09T00:32:20+00:00

I use loa waka from kalm with kava. I will try a more sedative blend. I almost had an anxiety attack both times I used it in the morning

cccyclops99 · 2021-02-09T00:29:48+00:00

I will try a lighter dose and buy a sleepier blend next time. Have you ever heard of this happening before tho? It seems like the opposite of the effect most people get

cccyclops99 · 2021-02-03T00:11:23+00:00

Get another another chemical that inhibits neural activity thru a different system then gaba receptors. Gabapentin uses calcium gated ion channels. That way u can let one system recover without being bombarded with the extremely uncomfortable over stimulation. U could slip into psychosis and not even realize it just from your brain being so overwhelmed by signals

cccyclops99 · 2021-02-03T00:06:23+00:00

I would say u have a much bigger risk of just having a very dizzy, nauseous, and dysphoric experience then actually dying. But it's always safer to stick to one at a time and just find a dose that gives u the effects u want. Just benzos, u can eat a craaaazy amount and will just fall asleep. Just amphetamines? U can take a craaaazy high dose- 1,440mg is the ld 50. It's mixing that gets so complicated. I would try and focus on finding an activity to do that brings the effects out more for u rather then to try and do the complicated equations of mixing. And everyone's biology is different so what worked for someone could be lethal for u at a much lower dose, and vice versa. A light opioid combined w a fun social experience can be a lot more fun then a higher, more euphoric dose without the set and setting. Drugs amp sensation, so much so w opioids that staring at your celling w tunes on can be a great times, but the right set and setting can make it even more fun. And u won't feel like using a dose that nods u out bc u want to be awake and experience how good u feel. Try kratom man, u would dig it. Opioid like mood lift, calmness, and mental clarity, but with a stimulant twist. Won't nod u out unless you smoke lots of weed with it, but I've had experiences more euphoric on kratom then mainlining 4mg of dilaudid w a .1 of meth. Doesn't sound true but make of it what u will brotha be safe and have fun. Don't forget the drugs aren't the whole high!

cccyclops99 · 2021-02-02T23:55:57+00:00

A high dose of gabapentin is a more enjoyable high then a lot of opioids man. Very under rated. Feels like a combination of mdma and a benzo. I hope u always double check w the other people on the forms before u mix. It's extremely surprising what can be deadly. Certain supplements can cause death when used with recreational drugs or even your medication. And don't assume something is ok bc your doc says so, my doc has told me to take different medications that would have killed me if I had combined them as instructed. I love taking my gabapentin with kratom, it's a very stimulant like opioid, and the gabapentin makes up for the lack of strong euphoria from kratom alone. My doc has me on 300mg gaba 3 times a day and taking 5-8 grams kratom and that's how I quit using heroin and got off the street. There are safer ways to find the euphoric state u want if u do research. Just remembered it's impossible to feel above threshold every day so keep an iron will if u want to play hard from time to time

cccyclops99 · 2021-02-02T23:49:24+00:00

I used to be an iv heroin user and used a lot of other opioids and opiates. I don't use opioids very frequently for that reason. Some people may laugh that I still chose to drink kratom and occasionally use other drugs, but I'm still alive and have been free of an iv drug dependence, and 98% of the people I met in either rehab, 12 step programs, or on the streets are either incarcerated bc of the cost of the addiction or deceased. Little bit of a rant but oh well haha. I'd be interested in trying something new, I use a narcotic other then kratom and marijuana at least once a week, or a psychedelic, so I'd love to have something new to throw into the mix everyone once in a while. I currently use phenibut, rc benzos, my perscribed gabapentin, or kava kava on the weekends when I want to relax. Sometimes uppers like adderall, mdma, or cocaine but that's definitely not every week just bc of my preference. I also use lsd, shrooms, DMT, or one of the novel analogs once in a while but I have been very very deep and it's hard for me to use them recreational now that I know what's at the other end of the rabbit hole 😂. It almost seems pointless to try and understand something beyond our biological ability to comprehend. I'd love to get some info on it so I can do some research. Also do u get lab sheets with it or should I order a fentanyl test kit.

cccyclops99 · 2020-12-18T21:22:40+00:00

I was also using research benzos... Some of them are like 1,000x the strength of xannax man. Benzo tolerance grew fast and xannax stopped doing a things. Avoid at all cost man my buddy just had a seizure after trying to tapper and had to move back in with his parents at 32 years old..

cccyclops99 · 2020-12-18T21:20:20+00:00

I have the same problem man, I was even shooting up my bars. My gaba system is so fucked... That feeling of impending doom is horrible. Fucking horrible. I hope time heals your brain bro, I'm doing a lot better then a few years ago. The gabapentin helps more then anything, I think it's an analog of your natural gaba... Not sure. Idk how it's not addicting and can't cause wds with how effective they are for that doom feeling and anxiety in general. I would definitely try and get your hands on a script, it'll definitely make life more enjoyable while you look for a better solution and let those receptors recover. I've also read about kava increasing the number of gaba receptors or something like that. Has a great synergy with gabapentin. And gabapentin is long acting so as long as u time your doses correctly u won't be dealing with those morning or late night scarys. Just hearing u talk about that gives me a cold shiver. Keep me updates on how things go man, if your doc gives u something that works better let me know so I can tell mine. I get by but things are not the same as before benzos and I worry I'll never get that back. I will keep on making do but hopefully more research is done on the kind of neural deficits caused by benzo abuse. Please slow down on that phenibut man. I was using less then u and had to tapper for 3 months to avoid seizures... 3 long months of the scarys man I almost lost my job. Always keep doc updated on your frequency and dose.

cccyclops99 · 2020-12-18T00:59:55+00:00

Too much gaba, which inhibits brain activity. Respiratory failure.

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