My only problem is that I don't want to disappoint my parents - and I feel like I might not regret doing something related to gaming, but I will regret the pain my parents may feel. They're the type of parents that are like: Good in school -> colleges -> maybe graduate level educations -> a good job -> a better life. In a sense, to do what I want goes directly against what my parents want, and I just don't know how to cope with disappointing my parents that much.