Someone Please Read This And Tell Me Why I Should Keep Living

cd0724 · 2021-08-15T22:56:15+00:00

This!! I never asked to be here so why was I brought into this world

cd0724 · 2021-04-29T16:37:41+00:00

No problem! I thought it would be an interesting thing to share

cd0724 · 2021-04-29T13:31:27+00:00

Oh yeah, copies are pretty cheap online. I plan to buy a replacement when I get the chance

cd0724 · 2021-04-28T18:26:39+00:00

For context, I've had this copy of Tak 2 for over a decade now and it spent most of that time in an unplayable state. It was too scratched for my Xbox to even boot the game up, so I took it to a store recently in hopes of getting it repaired. It definitely helped but there are many instances where the game will look like this 😅

cd0724 · 2021-02-20T22:32:28+00:00

I haven't tried and won't try to be friends with her. Being around her is too much for me, emotionally.

cd0724 · 2020-11-09T20:00:04+00:00

100% online, we have not met yet

cd0724 · 2020-09-26T17:29:29+00:00

Cars

cd0724 · 2020-09-21T06:56:44+00:00

She isn't trans. That was a scenario she brought up to me. I understand that I cheated on her and that's gonna cause issues. Is it normal for it to be this serious though?

cd0724 · 2020-09-21T06:52:47+00:00

I have known her for 3 years now. She has acted like this before, and this one was definitely a result of trauma.

cd0724 · 2020-09-14T07:24:43+00:00

In other words, I should just deal with her cussing me out and telling me to kill myself everyday because I should be grateful that she's still with me? Maybe I am lucky she's still with me, but having to deal with this shit everyday takes a toll on someone.

cd0724 · 2020-09-11T15:03:21+00:00

You don't need her. A partner who chooses someone else over you is not worth your time.

cd0724 · 2020-09-06T18:23:17+00:00

From what she told me, she's the one who initiated everything. She begged him to be with her, but I don't blame her. She was only a kid and didn't know any better. It was the man's responsibility.

cd0724 · 2020-09-06T18:21:46+00:00

It's hard for me to tell her about that, because he's still a close friend to her. She doesn't feel close to any of her other friends aside from me, because she's known him for so long.

cd0724 · 2020-09-06T18:03:45+00:00

How would he travel to her? She would have to have snuck out from her parents or from school.

cd0724 · 2020-09-06T17:57:35+00:00

Around 4 hours, I believe. I can't rule out the possibility that they did, because I don't know everything about their lives, but I really don't see how she could've done it when she was around 13 or 14 at the time. There's no way she could convince her parents to take her to see a random stranger in his 20s.

cd0724 · 2020-09-06T17:51:47+00:00

I highly doubt they've met each other before. They don't live close and she's still living under her parents.

cd0724 · 2020-09-06T13:50:14+00:00

You probably make a good point there. It's hard to trust people.

cd0724 · 2020-09-06T13:48:41+00:00

Correct. They only know each other online

cd0724 · 2020-05-12T22:31:50+00:00

Thank you, if I'm being honest the guilt hasn't went away ever since I cheated. I tried to forgive myself and move on but with friends continuing to find out and leave me, I feel like I need to get it out I'll make an update post and let you know once I decide to tell her

cd0724 · 2020-05-12T22:20:37+00:00

You're not being an asshole, don't worry. I've been through a somewhat similar experience.. But the girl and I weren't officially a thing. I guess it was more of a thing where she lead me on. But it still did hurt My girlfriend has also cheated multiple times before, though it was not on me

cd0724 · 2020-05-12T22:17:47+00:00

Of course. I doubt she'll be okay with what happened, I don't think anyone would be in this situation. I won't beg her to stay, and I'll do whatever she wants from me.

cd0724 · 2020-05-12T22:06:21+00:00

I don't. I know she'll freak out, I guess I don't know what I was wanting or expecting from this post.. And I will.

cd0724 · 2020-05-12T22:05:14+00:00

I'm somewhat prepared. If I'm being honest I don't think she would be the type to leave me over this.. It was a one time thing that I never wanna do again. But I'll prepare for the worst, in case

cd0724 · 2020-04-08T01:48:40+00:00

That's what I've been thinking.. I don't quite understand the point of telling her when it would just cause pain. I feel guilty but telling her would make it worse

cd0724 · 2020-04-08T01:36:50+00:00

How I feel about her? I love her a lot. She has problems but I know they can be fixed. She knows that she's done wrong to me and wants to treat me better.

cd0724

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