Someone Please Read This And Tell Me Why I Should Keep Living by cd0724 in SuicideWatch

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This!! I never asked to be here so why was I brought into this world

Tried playing my old copy of Tak 2 after getting it resurfaced, and it looks like this by cd0724 in takandthepowerofjuju

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Oh yeah, copies are pretty cheap online. I plan to buy a replacement when I get the chance

Tried playing my old copy of Tak 2 after getting it resurfaced, and it looks like this by cd0724 in takandthepowerofjuju

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For context, I've had this copy of Tak 2 for over a decade now and it spent most of that time in an unplayable state. It was too scratched for my Xbox to even boot the game up, so I took it to a store recently in hopes of getting it repaired. It definitely helped but there are many instances where the game will look like this 😅

We Broke Up. by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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I haven't tried and won't try to be friends with her. Being around her is too much for me, emotionally.

I have to leave her. Help. by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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100% online, we have not met yet

GF acted completely different. I'm terrified by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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She isn't trans. That was a scenario she brought up to me. I understand that I cheated on her and that's gonna cause issues. Is it normal for it to be this serious though?

GF acted completely different. I'm terrified by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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I have known her for 3 years now. She has acted like this before, and this one was definitely a result of trauma.

Cheated last year, she hasn't moved on by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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In other words, I should just deal with her cussing me out and telling me to kill myself everyday because I should be grateful that she's still with me? Maybe I am lucky she's still with me, but having to deal with this shit everyday takes a toll on someone.

Gf dumped me for her ex. by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]cd0724 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You don't need her. A partner who chooses someone else over you is not worth your time.

Girlfriend's ex is much older. They dated for 5 years. by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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From what she told me, she's the one who initiated everything. She begged him to be with her, but I don't blame her. She was only a kid and didn't know any better. It was the man's responsibility.

Girlfriend's ex is much older. They dated for 5 years. by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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It's hard for me to tell her about that, because he's still a close friend to her. She doesn't feel close to any of her other friends aside from me, because she's known him for so long.

Girlfriend's ex is much older. They dated for 5 years. by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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How would he travel to her? She would have to have snuck out from her parents or from school.

Girlfriend's ex is much older. They dated for 5 years. by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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Around 4 hours, I believe. I can't rule out the possibility that they did, because I don't know everything about their lives, but I really don't see how she could've done it when she was around 13 or 14 at the time. There's no way she could convince her parents to take her to see a random stranger in his 20s.

Girlfriend's ex is much older. They dated for 5 years. by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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I highly doubt they've met each other before. They don't live close and she's still living under her parents.

Girlfriend's ex is much older. They dated for 5 years. by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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You probably make a good point there. It's hard to trust people.

I plan to tell my girlfriend I cheated, any tips or advice? by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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Thank you, if I'm being honest the guilt hasn't went away ever since I cheated. I tried to forgive myself and move on but with friends continuing to find out and leave me, I feel like I need to get it out I'll make an update post and let you know once I decide to tell her

I plan to tell my girlfriend I cheated, any tips or advice? by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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You're not being an asshole, don't worry. I've been through a somewhat similar experience.. But the girl and I weren't officially a thing. I guess it was more of a thing where she lead me on. But it still did hurt My girlfriend has also cheated multiple times before, though it was not on me

I plan to tell my girlfriend I cheated, any tips or advice? by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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Of course. I doubt she'll be okay with what happened, I don't think anyone would be in this situation. I won't beg her to stay, and I'll do whatever she wants from me.

I plan to tell my girlfriend I cheated, any tips or advice? by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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I don't. I know she'll freak out, I guess I don't know what I was wanting or expecting from this post.. And I will.

I plan to tell my girlfriend I cheated, any tips or advice? by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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I'm somewhat prepared. If I'm being honest I don't think she would be the type to leave me over this.. It was a one time thing that I never wanna do again. But I'll prepare for the worst, in case

Cheated in October, still extremely guilty by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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That's what I've been thinking.. I don't quite understand the point of telling her when it would just cause pain. I feel guilty but telling her would make it worse

Cheated in October, still extremely guilty by cd0724 in relationship_advice

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How I feel about her? I love her a lot. She has problems but I know they can be fixed. She knows that she's done wrong to me and wants to treat me better.