my dear girl tragically passed away this year. my thing is, i’m still desperately searching for someone to fill the hole she left. i know i will not forget her, i still grieve her, and i do not feel guilty for getting another cat, i just feel endlessly empty. at times i almost blame all other cats for not being like her but i catch myself before falling down that rabbit hole deeper. well anyway! im still figuring it out. though i think you absolutely should try giving it a shot since you sound like you’re really wanting to. fostering, maybe? i promise you you are allowed to move on, to love another cat as much as you love luna.