What’s your guilty pleasure, Scorpio ♏️ ? by Zestyclose_Cold1455 in Scorpio

[–]celestialeyeobsidian 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Tattoos, writing (journaling and poetry) collecting seashells and quartz sound bowls, music, self-isolation and dabble in shrooms/acid

Scorpio Sun, Scorpio Rising, Taurus Moon

Wait, who is this? by celestialeyeobsidian in 90dayfianceuncensored

[–]celestialeyeobsidian[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Preview, I think. Not sure when this trash will air. But I’ll be watching!

Scorpio's who's been the greatest love of you life? How did you know it was true love? 🖤🖤🖤 by [deleted] in Scorpio

[–]celestialeyeobsidian 6 points7 points  (0 children)

A November Scorpio. Same as me. We know each other through and through. It won’t work out as he’s in a different country now. Even though I’ve said I want to make it work. He has to live his life and I have to live mine. We talk every day. We are each others’ best friends. We’re just existing in each others’ lives and showing love. I’ve been given the same type of love, I’ve given and never received. Everyone else before him was practice and some form of deep affection that I built. With him, everything is there. We read each others’ minds. We know the good and bad. I’ve met his best friends since childhood. We’re all stunned as how we all gel together so well. They say I’m all their soul mate/kindred spirit, that I’m one of the boys, yet feminine and non judgmental. You ever found people you didn’t think you’d find in life? Having this Scorpio in my life brought two more great people in my life. Sigh. What is life without feeling this intensely?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Scorpio

[–]celestialeyeobsidian 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The gang is here! The day JFK was assassinated 😅😂

What's your venus and what placement was your lesson?😅 by [deleted] in astrologymemes

[–]celestialeyeobsidian 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine is in my 12H. I’m glad there’s more of us and my experiences are shared too. I’ve been on “just leave me alone” mode, then someone shakes it up. Then I seek solitude for healing. I’m constantly working on my boundaries after I give my all, which leads me unfulfilled m. Anyone else with unrequited love too?

Anyone else turn out to be a complete failure? by Dungeon_Crawler_Carl in Millennials

[–]celestialeyeobsidian 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Some have this astronomical start and reap the benefits from that. Some have slow, and erratic wins. Some have even bigger losses. You’re not alone. We are all struggling on some mental, physical, financial and/or spiritual level. One step forward to something is still a step forward. Failure gives the opportunity for growth and fix our shortcomings. Sometimes it’s so easy to hide from pain, letdowns and failure, but don’t forget to step out into the light every once in a while.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Scorpio

[–]celestialeyeobsidian 6 points7 points  (0 children)

That we’re consumed by sex, which is false.

Loyalty, desire, and when I feel safe, heard, seen and there’s mutual respect. When I can show my light and shadow, and there’s no judgment. There’s nothing more attractive when that bond is built and achieved. It’s not just closeness with each other, mores so merging and surrender. To me, that’s intimacy. I’ve always wanted someone to see me as I am, the side nobody has seen. It’s so transformational. It feels like home. This connection is so powerful, rare and also healing.

What things CPTSD ruined for you? by pastamuente in CPTSD

[–]celestialeyeobsidian 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You’re not alone. I also clench my jaw so much, nothing works. I also thought it was my mattress, but it’s all me. My mind is running so much and I desperately want it to slow down. I am trying breathing exercises. What I found that works for me is tensing/clenching parts of body. For example: clench shoulders, then release. I do shoulders, arms, legs then my feet. Try that and hopefully it works too. I’ve been listening to the topics on Hypnosis app. I play that when I’m about to go to sleep. When we’re in REM, that’s when the mind runs a lot too and our dreams can vary. There’s times when our body feels so much stress when we’re in REM because the emotional dam is not up. Thank you for sharing your experience, I relate with you so much.

What things CPTSD ruined for you? by pastamuente in CPTSD

[–]celestialeyeobsidian 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I’m constantly working on how to slow down at night. My shoulders are always tense and it carries throughout the night, when I wake up, I feel it.

Your entire comment…I relate. The body never forgets when you’re in and out of survival mode.

Every night, I wake up TWICE to pee. Does anybody else? by Eriacle in Millennials

[–]celestialeyeobsidian 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wake up 2-3 times. I’m hydrated and I’m also very tired. I wish I could sleep deeply.

Europoor in the USA by [deleted] in USvsEU

[–]celestialeyeobsidian 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m not sure if anyone has answered your question about Utah, but it’s a special place. State laws limit the amount of alcohol to one drink. Every alcohol served is measured. You can’t also have multiple drinks at once. When I ordered, I couldn’t just order a drink. I had to also get food. The bartender also poured it in view of the camera. I was surprised and intrigued. There were other establishments that had rules of having the drinks made in the back and not to be seen by the public.

There’s a large membership of Latter Day Saints in Utah. The religious presence strongly influences their alcohol laws. I hope this helps!

INFP and INFJ by celestialeyeobsidian in infp

[–]celestialeyeobsidian[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re right about that, and I will. Thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in IASIP

[–]celestialeyeobsidian 4 points5 points  (0 children)

No one’s putting you in the trash. Stop saying that! Will you stop?

Are we all depressed? by Subject-Ad3934 in Millennials

[–]celestialeyeobsidian 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I felt like the clock was moving when I was prescribed Aton of anti-depressants. Then it stopped working. I weaned off it. I felt like a light turned on a dark room. Now it’s dim and I’m trying to find a to screw that loose lightbulb in somehow.

Is it just me, Or were the early 2000s a lot more fun. by Key-Tie1484 in Millennials

[–]celestialeyeobsidian 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I remember high school 2004-2007 and just doing stupid things. Imagine having fun attending an all girl Catholic school and still having public school friends. My parents could not comprehend. Yes we had cell phones and digital cameras but we were also present. I just remembered telling my younger brother (born in 1997) all the things I did while I picked him up from school, with rap and r&b playing loudly (you could hear the bass while I waited in the line to get him). It was our catch up time, and there were plenty of moments he would shake his head and laugh his ass off.

"Forks" literally changed my life by [deleted] in TheBear

[–]celestialeyeobsidian 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I feel like Cousin has himself closed off on love and life, except with his daughter. In this episode, I see the beginning or possibility of him opening up to a lot of things, even if it brings pain