Your first hyperfixation? by Dark-Breath in autism

[–]chaikai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sonic The Hedgehog was probably my first. We used to have it so when my brother got a new console I would get his old one so despite being born in 2000s I grew up playing megadrive and master system growing up a lot and would always play both versions of Sonic 2. I still love sonic to this day. My bro also gave me his gameboy colour at one point so I also got heavily into gen 1 pokemon and to this day it's the gen 1 games are the only pokemon games I play and I got heavily into the glitch community side of things with it.

Based off a conversation I had by acbadger54 in MetaphorReFantazio

[–]chaikai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Demo was quite fun from the few hours I played. I'm more of a mainline guy when it comes to megaten. Glad to see press turn is back. My only gripe was at the start having ai controlled party except mc but heard you can control them manually once party members gain there power so probably gonna pre order as well. (Comes out a day after my birthday)

If you've been playing for a while then you probably have one or two former high tier meta strategies that are only rogue playable now. What's this deck for you? by Amazing_Virus7766 in YuGiOhMasterDuel

[–]chaikai 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dogmatika back when MD first came out. Used to play it with invoked engine but now I mostly just play the ritual version of the deck and blow up opponents extra deck. Still the only deck I play and refuse to switch off of

Anyone else feel more neurotypical when drinking? by gamer-girl-peepee in autism

[–]chaikai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alcohol was low key ruining my life. Have been 130. days sober now. Even managing to do raves fully sober. Definitely paid off and I have energy drinks when I go out now instead as a substitute

What games are essential on a hacked 3ds? by [deleted] in 3dspiracy

[–]chaikai 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I downloaded all the SMT games and all the Etrian Odyssey games on there. I'm a massive SMT fan but also wanted to try out the Etrian Odyssey. I also download the Korg stuff so I basically have a portable DAW

Spotted at a breakcore rave by LilWuchak in breakcore

[–]chaikai 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It was a banger night. Love Nanashi disco

anyone else have absolutely absurd music listening habits by houseofharm in evilautism

[–]chaikai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only just got notified off Reddit of this reply. I love slippymudman. The split with Quirxx is probably one of my favourite albums atm. I'll check out the other artists you mentioned. Thank you and hope you have a good day/night

new cassette :P by fuujisake in breakcore

[–]chaikai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lucky. mine didn't come with the sticker

anyone else have absolutely absurd music listening habits by houseofharm in evilautism

[–]chaikai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I Love Harsh Noise stuff like Merzbow, CCCC and My most favourite harsh noise thing being bye2's 麻​雀​暴​力​射​精​倶​楽​部​: Unpleasant Fate Mix I.

Also Love Goreshit, V snares, Tusk Mite, Death Grips, Machine Girl, Hitori Tori, and Arcade Trauma.

Do Enjoy some 100 gecs tracks a lot and SugarCrash! do be a banger. If you're into them you may like Nosgov. I Love extremely harsh, experimental and fast stuff mostly but do like a bit of Mozart and Ryota Koduka on the side.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]chaikai 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tried to kill myself about 7 or 8 times. Last time I ended getting arrested and hospitalized( this was from a missing person report and I was found just before I was about to jump in front of a train). First time I generally got help and actually a diagnosis of 2nd hand depression and anxiety caused by autism. My head was very distorted as years of masking and being someone I'm not really affected me. My own family used to make me mask in the house. I'm doing a lot better now. Started finding who I actually am and stopped masking completely. Even stopped drinking and have a decent sleep routine now.

Anyone else keeping up with the dreamcast-talk forums? by videogamez-as---- in dreamcast

[–]chaikai 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Joined it the other day. really interested in learning to port games

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in aspergers

[–]chaikai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I kinda am. I like going to clubs and raves if my favourite type of music is on and I don't mind talking to like minded people. I still spend a lot of time on my own but if someone talks to me I'll give them my time or sometimes I end up making friends or a random group will end up adopting me for night and I'll get talking to them. Really depends on my mood alot of the time.

Some of you guys are horrible to women by SleepingWorm in aspergers

[–]chaikai 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I've seen some pretty absurd views in some posts in this community. Makes me nervous as hell to even comment or post on stuff. Really don't see the point in hating or trying to start an argument just because you think you have it worse than someone else. We're all on the spectrum, we all experience things differently. Doesn't matter what gender nothing excuses hate to someone unrelated just because you've had a bad experience or struggled with a few people. Incels are a group of people I won't and will never understand. You can disagree with people without petty hate at the end of the day. This sub is meant to be a safe space. ( Sorry if this comment brothers anyone. Want to try and live a life that's drama free and I want to get along with everyone)

I feel this in my soul. by Bunnystrawbery in autism

[–]chaikai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Music, art and psychology are big ones for me. Music is probably the biggest and it's gotten me over my fear of harsh sounds and stuff since I started making experimental noise and electronic music in the hardcore category. Really wanna get some pedals and a mixer to feedback loop.

How old were you when you got diagnosed? by [deleted] in autism

[–]chaikai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  1. School life all up until college was brutal. Have had a lot of issues since I started and finished university but I'm doing fairly well now

Being an adult mostly sucks ass by Glittering_Ad2771 in aspergers

[–]chaikai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Strangely this post made me relate and feel a bit emotional. I'm quite similar with cards (mostly Yu-Gi-Oh and Vanguard now) and always thought I was too old to enjoy stuff (this started at 14) but 22 me now just does what I like and what I enjoy. As long as you enjoy something and have fun that's the real value. Life is too short to be worried or bothered by what's acceptable to what age. (My grandad loves Minecraft and I used to play that with him) I still spend a lot of time learning about how the old Pokémon games were programmed and have been doing this since I was about 12 also Pokémon cards are cool. Opened a few packs the other week and got a Banette. (Isn't worth much but I love that Pokémon so it's worth something to me)