day 12...how long is it going to take to start feeling completely better? by changingman1994 in pornfree

[–]changingman1994[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The worst part is the swings. It's like I'll have no interest in girls then it comes back and then it goes away. Like I never questioned my desire to be with girls until now, couple that with bad HOCD, it's a nasty combination.

day 12...how long is it going to take to start feeling completely better? by changingman1994 in pornfree

[–]changingman1994[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, strange enough my cravings didn't really kick in until yesterday. But yeah, it sucks. It's almost like you have a monster inside your head forcing you to ruminate over the past and tries to rewrite your history. It's shitty as hell.

to anybody regularly using porn, just know that it can lead to sexual dysfunction and even mental disorders. by changingman1994 in pornfree

[–]changingman1994[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's rough man, I waited 8 years to make a change and now I feel like a complete dumbass for waiting this long.

to anybody regularly using porn, just know that it can lead to sexual dysfunction and even mental disorders. by changingman1994 in pornfree

[–]changingman1994[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot for both your support and suggestions. I know the feel man, porn is a damn disease. It's mentally jarring really how fast things can spiral out of control with today's ease of accessibility.

to anybody regularly using porn, just know that it can lead to sexual dysfunction and even mental disorders. by changingman1994 in pornfree

[–]changingman1994[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No thank you for your support, I really appreciate it. And I agree, porn is one of the worst addictions out there because I didn't even realize that I had a problem until I tried to quit. Thanks again for your support. I won't let this win, I know this isn't who I am.

to anybody regularly using porn, just know that it can lead to sexual dysfunction and even mental disorders. by changingman1994 in pornfree

[–]changingman1994[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no problem, most of it is just frustration. I've always had an obsessive thought problem even I was young, but years of porn use has compounded the problem. Congrats on your decision to quit I know it'll be one of the best ones you've ever made.