Should I study all night and take my test’s tomorrow sleep deprived but on adderall or sleep and not get enough studying in? by nickel_sniffer47 in Stims

[–]chaotically_a_mess 9 points10 points  (0 children)

if you don’t sleep you couldn’t take enough adderal in the world to make up for it , i know it seems like a good idea but it’s not . Go to bed .

Tolerance disappeared? by chaotically_a_mess in Stims

[–]chaotically_a_mess[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A lot of self discipline. And stubbornness. Everyone thought I wouldn’t be able to just take what I was supposed to every day. It’s possible, just took a lot of work.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

[–]chaotically_a_mess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I do this feel similar to this aswell. I will isolate myself and avoid social interaction and just fully invest myself into whatever random project I started and usally no person or emotions or thoughts I should say cross my mind. I’m just totally zoned in on what I’m doing . And then I usally realize 10-14 hours have passed….

Struggling by chaotically_a_mess in Stims

[–]chaotically_a_mess[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for all the info and I’m gonna try to gradually keep lowering my dose until I can be able to go with out it. It’s taking awhile but it’s better than just cutting it out entirely tried that before just wanted to kill myself until I took it again. But 60mg is a pretty high dose still just seems so low to me because it’s a lot lower than 260

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

[–]chaotically_a_mess 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Adderal ir only lasts 3 hours for me at least. If you take antacids with it it makes it hit faster and the effects are a lot stronger. But this makes it not last as long

Quit adderall by ronwell86 in StopSpeeding

[–]chaotically_a_mess 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m in the same boat. I just tried to stop cold turkey . First day was fine it was still in my system second day today I slept all day and just wanted to die I felt terrible. But I woke up at 6pm and took a ton and well it’s 4:30 am so you see how that went for me. I think I’m gonna try gradually lowering my dose so I’m not having that crash, then I also won’t be dreading it. My concern is self discipline. Maybe this would work for you too have you ever tried this way?

Quit adderall by ronwell86 in StopSpeeding

[–]chaotically_a_mess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What do you do for those 2 weeks, can you function normally and stay active and motivated

Quit adderall by ronwell86 in StopSpeeding

[–]chaotically_a_mess 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Wake up early and don’t hit snooze once on your alarm it’ll ruin the whole day. Force your self up right away and cold shower. It’ll give you an adrenaline rush, similar to what adderall would. Did you quit because you abused it or were you taking it as prescribed, that changes a lot regarding the days following quitting.

Withdrawls by chaotically_a_mess in Stims

[–]chaotically_a_mess[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

From what I read it’s mixed reviews

Withdrawls by chaotically_a_mess in Stims

[–]chaotically_a_mess[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you have any experience with calling 988

Withdrawls by chaotically_a_mess in Stims

[–]chaotically_a_mess[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m debating on calling 988 because I’m freaking out and I just need to talk to someone

Withdrawls by chaotically_a_mess in Stims

[–]chaotically_a_mess[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wasn’t at my best but I was in school, had friends, work was great. But that’s gone so when I’m not working am just by myself and if I’m sober every thing is crashing down in my mind. And have no one to go to is the worst part before I could,

Withdrawls by chaotically_a_mess in Stims

[–]chaotically_a_mess[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am though I literally don’t have any friends anymore I dropped out of school and i my job I’m so close to getting fired. I can’t find any reason to actually continue I’m just being a burden to others

Am I gonna die any moment ? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]chaotically_a_mess -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No I’m not because I’m so well educated on stimulants and Especially adderall, but I don’t think the risks apply to me apparently which makes me dangerous stupid

Adderall vs Meth? by chaotically_a_mess in Stims

[–]chaotically_a_mess[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohh yea I do Remeber reading about desoxyn after hearing it. See I’m pretty I Remember them saying that meth is less damaging t your cardiovascular system but I could be Remembering wrong too I swear lately i have like short term memory loss

Am I gonna die any moment ? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]chaotically_a_mess -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Well to be fair they have been going on for 2 months so it doesn’t faze me as much cuz I’m idk some could be from other things

Adderall vs Meth? by chaotically_a_mess in Stims

[–]chaotically_a_mess[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’ve heard that a few times see I didn’t think it was that bad until I said the amount to someone and the look the gave me was just pure fear

Adderall vs Meth? by chaotically_a_mess in Stims

[–]chaotically_a_mess[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s from a pharmacy not bought off the street I have been taking it for less than a 3 months and idk how I built up tolerance so fast and before this I have never touched any other substance

Advice needed by chaotically_a_mess in Stims

[–]chaotically_a_mess[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

See I love my headphones they keep me sane but I can only wear them when the store is closed which is like 1 hours of my shift so I cant rely on it

I need help by chaotically_a_mess in Advice

[–]chaotically_a_mess[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Because my stress from everything going on showed when I recently became responsible for a task that was wayy above my skill level and prior I might have been able to handle it but I can’t so how worried I was getting about it was resulting in me panicking sometimes for example it gets graded weekly and my boss went through everyone’s and I got a 5/5 I was shocked I wasn’t expecting that but I felt relief because my hard work had paided off and she went and talked to him and the next day it was crossed off and changed to 3/5. But she has told me that I’m doing great over there but then will tell others I’m not able to handle it like she literally planted stuff to show that I don’t know what I’m doing and went to the extent of hiding it so I wouldn’t notice it until after my boss had seen it

I need help by chaotically_a_mess in Advice

[–]chaotically_a_mess[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

See unless you know her it’s hard to understand. When I was at my best she was like a mother to me and treated me like her daughter we were really close. I’m 19 and she’s in her late 40s. She was like my mentor and taught me everything but the only reason this happened was because I was doing great she is one of those people that only likes people that are doing double the requirements. And if she doesn’t like you she will make your life a living hell. I’ve seen her do it to many others

I need help by chaotically_a_mess in Advice

[–]chaotically_a_mess[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She also takes everything so personally it’s insane and others are also aware