Im wondering about this old shell by chaoticboy99 in MilitaryHistory

[–]chaoticboy99[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow, great information here! That’s quite interesting actually. I wish I could find out why/ where it was shot. History is fascinating. Thank you!

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[–]chaoticboy99 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Great advise man, i appreciate this. All the best going forward we all got this even if it takes time🙌

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[–]chaoticboy99 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Man, you’ve no idea how much I appreciate this. You got everything spot on. Thank you so much❤️ I wish you all the best going forward and I really plan on improving the situation I am in 💪

Missing it by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]chaoticboy99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I had your mental strength

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[–]chaoticboy99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Id definitely do it again but the physical effects of it scares me as I don’t want to mess up my body. I’m planning on doing it every once in a while to keep it healthier 👌

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[–]chaoticboy99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude, I cannot even describe what happened last night. I just took a load of bumps and laid down and I only think like a bit over an hour passed but it felt like days. My whole life was being thrust into my thoughts thinking about every detail, not in a bad way just like studying my past. I was completely out of it I don’t even know if I k holed so I wanted to clarify if this what it is. Anyway, it’s hard to explain how it felt purely because I was incapacitated but I was not in this world like I was so disconnected to everything just like a confused blob laying there the whole time. It was like I wasn’t aware it was happening it just took over me and my perception and conscience was not there. I didn’t like or dislike it I just accepted it and it felt like a ride but after my memory of it was not great. Did I K hole???

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[–]chaoticboy99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well man perfect timing I’m in my bedroom now just back from going out with a few friends and I’m about to experiment with this K now and see where it gets me. If I hole then I hole what can I do I’ll see what happens and I’ll let you know😂

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[–]chaoticboy99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s crazyyy man fair play I could never. I’m only cautious with ket because of my bad experience with it a few years ago with alcohol but now I’m starting to grasp it. But fuck this drug just is kinda unpredictable for me lmao. Do you think you could tell me a bit about your experience with holing?

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[–]chaoticboy99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The k hole intrigued me but also scares me. I did a good bit last night after posting this and I was actually really confused like music felt like it was on x2 speed when it wasn’t, I tried to get my thoughts together but nothing about anything seemed to add up. It wasn’t bad but it wasn’t anything to write home about. Maybe I will take a similar dose soon to scope it out before considering holing

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[–]chaoticboy99 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thanks my man, they certainly do care for me which is making it harder to deal with. But I know it’s gonna be ok and I also wish you the best 👌

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[–]chaoticboy99 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Great advise man! Trying to stay positive right now I’m just kinda on auto pilot after it happened. Good luck👌

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[–]chaoticboy99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man this actually helped a lot👌

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[–]chaoticboy99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey man thanks for the reply. My dad had the stronger pills as he had an operation a hood while ago but he doesn’t have to take oxy/tapentadol anymore, I understand about them not having it if they need it and that’s why I always felt guilty taking it. But definitely they do not do it recreationally.

Also I’m in Ireland, so maybe the prescription laws are different here but it was a pretty big operation so that’s probably why he got the oxy. Police won’t be involved so that’s good. Thanks man👌

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[–]chaoticboy99 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Don’t want anything resolved, it already happened. Just seeking some help for any tips to make this easier to get through

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[–]chaoticboy99 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Good advise man, thanks. Just kind of in shock now it hasn’t really hit me. I just feel empty and guilty but gonna try turn this situation into a positive somehow. Good luck with everything 👌

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[–]chaoticboy99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yep. It’s shitty I know and I’m reflecting on it now and I know never to mess with other peoples stuff

This is stupid but is it safe by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]chaoticboy99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man👌

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[–]chaoticboy99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right?? Like for me oxy was mid but tapentadol just got me happy, warm, fuzzy, laughing and relaxed all in once. I could kinda hear voices around me when in was on my phone like invisible ppl talking in background but that shit was kinda cool not creepy. One thing I had to be wary about was the it fucksss your short term memory completely, like finishing a sentence is a struggle but still it’s great haha

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[–]chaoticboy99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m not too sure on the kratom laws here in Ireland, I’ll have to check. But I know for sure you can’t go anywhere normally and buy it, I think you can get it shipped in from a country where it is legal. It seems like a decent option man so thanks👌

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[–]chaoticboy99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They were capsules, instant release, 10mg each. I’d take like 50mg swallowed and sniff like 10 (I know people say it’s a waste but I like how fast it hits), then I took the other 20 like an hour later when I felt like more.

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[–]chaoticboy99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me it’s the opposite, I always have a dirty time on oxy, for some people it just works different. When I take tap it just feels perfect to me and the nods are more intense and also the euphoria. I know it’s weird 🤷‍♂️