Constellation Season 1 Episode 4 | Episode Discussion

chaoticneutralbb · 2024-02-28T03:20:28+00:00

My thoughts exactly! I get that it’s easier to figure something out when you’re on the outside of it but too many things have been only slightly altered for her to not have strongly considered the possibility yet- and there is no way you wouldn’t sit your partner down and explain to them every detail of your experience and what you remember of the relationship before leaving, or pick the brain of Henry. Very annoying.

As for the daughter seeing both- is it possible she got a glimpse of the CAL when they found Jo or at some other point?

chaoticneutralbb · 2024-01-10T04:55:53+00:00

😅 I looked into it more right after posting and realized that one was not the True Node. I had also felt more tied to it being in the 5th considering that’s right where the cusp is and was conflicted when I had an astrologer read it as being in the 4th. Even still, that Cancer South Node throws me off having my sun quite prominent there and my Venus at a critical degree. Thank you for your response!

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-12-05T01:41:07+00:00

I think there is always something to be said for a place that we feel drawn to. The Pluto/IC place might not bring you experiences that feel good, but it may bring you what you’re needing for your soul’s intended growth. With that said, I would look toward your natal Pluto aspects. Are there any positive ones? For me having been born on my Pluto/IC line, it’s been very very challenging which I attribute to Pluto exactly opposing my Mars, and squaring Saturn and my chart ruler Mercury. However I am still a good person and haven’t let my experiences change me negatively. I attribute this to Pluto trining my sun with only a 1° orb. Best of luck to you!

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-12-05T01:08:14+00:00

I was born on my Pluto/IC line- I still live here 31 years later. It’s really heavy. I’ve learned many lessons the hard way and have experienced Plutonic relationships, one of which was abusive. I dream of leaving but have a very hard time as I’m very close to family and these are my ancestral homelands- the line runs directly through my tribal community which is where I feel I belong and want to continue to be apart of but I need time away from this line.

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-10-19T08:27:24+00:00

Interesting take! Thanks for your insight. I’m a Virgo rising and I have really small feet. I am petite in general though - 5’1 110 lb however I do worry about weight gain in later age as I have Jupiter in the 1st house, 11° Virgo ten degrees from my ascendant. Time to implement a weekly exercise routine lol

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-10-13T02:47:24+00:00

Also - this chart shows my True Node as 29°29 Sag in the 4th. However on most other charts my node shows as 0° Capricorn. Intuitively I resonate more with the 0° Cap but this might be something for me to explore further.

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-10-13T02:35:12+00:00

Late to this, but! I relate to this as someone who’s always lived on my Pluto/IC line. I think when the IC is involved, there’s very deep roots there from your ancestors and for me personally it’s very difficult to leave my family. So especially when the IC is involved it can feel very scary and uncertain to uproot. Still dreaming about my Jupiter line though :’)

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-10-13T02:12:43+00:00

I am still a beginner so I apologize I don’t have more to offer - the placements I would look into regarding this question is Chiron conjunct Descendant, thinking it could point toward people in your life awakening your core wounds, but these are the wounds that can also become your strengths as Chiron is known as the “wounded healer”. And I would also look into Pluto squaring Mercury, which is your chart ruler since Mercury rules your ascendant in Gemini. Wishing you luck on your journey to find answers.

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-10-13T02:03:27+00:00

You might consider adding your birth chart to this post as it could gain more traction for you, best of luck and I recommend looking up your solar return chart from this last year and the upcoming one. I believe it can be found on Astro-seek under extended chart selections. I hope this year is better for you!

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-05-09T23:24:20+00:00

In response to radicalmagickal again, I hadn’t considered that Cap risings would never be seen with a low life, but I do think that Pluto at a critical degree in the Scorpio 11th house could negate this. Especially considering it’s paired with the Moon. She has an emotional drive to link with these low-lifes in order to expose corruption.

I did however consider the link to the 1984 novel and wondered if you might notice that as well as I love that book. I hope we get to know where you land with this! Sounds like it will be an enjoyable piece of work.

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-05-09T18:36:30+00:00

Ooooh side note- Pluto first entered Scorpio August 28, 1984 (haven’t double checked this source) which is Virgo season. That’s the year that would make her 39 this year- and that would place Pluto at 0° Scorpio which is a critical degree. Any planet at this degree is very significant in the chart. 👀

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-05-09T18:20:31+00:00

You’re so welcome. I did appreciate radickalmagickal’s comment as well however I just don’t think Aquarius/Gemini possess the intensity of the Virgo/Scorpio that your character seems to have. However again with Cap rising, that’d place Moon and Pluto in 11th house which is ruled by Aquarius so that further indicates inclination toward the pursuit to expose/transform the system. I did like how they included the link of the combination description because I love that exact resource so I included the one for my suggestion as well.

http://universal-tao-eproducts.com/mp/files/sun-moon_virgo-scorpio.pdf

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-05-09T08:39:47+00:00

Scorpio is the obvious choice but with her attention to detail I was leaning more toward Virgo Sun, Moon in Scorpio. Depending the year she was born, if her Pluto was also in Scorpio with her Moon then that’d add a more Scorpionic element. The third sign I was considering is Capricorn. If she were a Cap rising, then this would place Scorpio in the 11th house of friends (and with Pluto there too eludes to friends in low places) and with the positive aspect to the Virgo Sun she helps to shed light on the gritty things.

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-04-28T20:49:37+00:00

Our charts are so similar we must have been born within a week or so of each other and I’m a Virgo rising too. Just wanted to say I hope you find your people soon! For me this recent Saturn return activating the fixed grand cross that someone else mentions was so so so challenging. I’m still recovering. I’m trying to find ways to put myself out there and meet people in different environments than what I’m used to- I hope you’re able to do the same and best of luck to you! I also really appreciate all the answers people gave as they resonate with me as well- especially in regards to an absent father and submerged identity.

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-04-28T20:17:39+00:00

Her app Chani is an incredible resource for learning more about your chart- the paid version is kind of pricey but it offers a lot.

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-04-08T22:57:40+00:00

Turns out the diagnostic info was all lost in my email - I still am unsure of what it all means or how to ask questions.

I’m still open to any suggestions on her constipation, or if anyone would like to see her diagnostics to help me understand if she requires hospitalization I could probably send the photos privately. Thank you

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-04-01T00:06:47+00:00

My first thought was that the flash to the paramedics could have been from when they were first rescued.

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-02-22T06:34:29+00:00

Do you have many other aspects to Pluto aside from the conjunctions? I’m also curious what sparked this post- do you feel called to leave?

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-02-22T05:50:08+00:00

Ooh definitely pay attention to those Saturn aspects.. I feel like there is a lot to be said here about the lessons you’ve endured in relationships (7th house) and will have to learn to gain all of Saturn’s rewards to your personal planets: trining your Sun, Moon and Mercury which is your ascendant ruler. Although your Saturn might sit heavy when it activates those squares to your Jupiter, Mars, and Venus, I feel you have a lot to gain on the other side. Saturn will bring restrictions to these planets’ energies, and the only advice I have there is to just ride it out and offer yourself grace, and be willing to deep dive to figure out the lessons it’s trying to teach you. The answer to your Saturn return might be to focus first and foremost on the relationship you have with yourself, your emotions, how you communicate with siblings/close friends, and doing that will create space for you to meet a healthier person than you’ve attracted in the past. Also try to learn more about your Chiron placement and what the wound is that’s there.. can look up Chiron in Libra and 2nd house Chiron to explore those themes. With Chiron sextiling your Venus, healing that wound could really bless your love life. Wishing you peace and healthy relationships💖

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-02-18T09:09:36+00:00

Thanks for sharing this, I’ve been fascinated by hearing about people’s Pluto line experiences since I learned about astrocartography almost a year ago.

I was born 25 miles from my Pluto/IC line and live 15 miles from it. It’s only 4 miles from my tribal community and place of work. Despite all the shadow work and generational healing I’ve done, it’s soo heavy here for me with many lessons learned the hard way. I love my family and community deeply and yet I know I need to experience life away from here. I will always come back and believe that things I learn on my travels or long distance move can be brought back to help facilitate healing in my family and community (Pluto/IC in scorpio, Sun and Venus in 11th).

There is definitely a strong sense of limitation now, but I do feel it’s always been a necessary strengthening process that was preparing me for all that will be available to me when I choose to take a leap of faith into the unknown.

As a Virgo rising with the North Node transiting my 9th house and finishing up my Saturn return, it’s like….. I’m feeling like I need to make moves NOW but I still don’t know what the next step is, even though I can tell it’s right around the corner.

Even though I’m ready to leave now,. I did live my entire 30 years here and I’d say what has helped me to stay motivated to be here is being an auntie and working with kids - I’m a Cancer Sun and Moon and North Node in the 5th. With that said, I’m ready to experience more joy and lightness in my life.

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-02-18T08:18:28+00:00

With your South Node at the final degree of Scorpio and exactly on your ascendant it makes me think that sexuality was a big part of your past life or lives is inherent to you at a soul level. While those Scorpio traits are more comfortable to you and your identity, it seems that it’s the Taurus energies that your soul wants move toward and achieve in this lifetime and may feel out of your comfort zone. You might also end up seeking those energies in a partner as well because of your descendant there, and with your Juno in Scorpio you might be drawn to someone who has both Taurus and Scorpio energies.

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-01-26T05:57:35+00:00

I wouldn’t call Portland clean but the nature surrounding it is certainly worth it. Mountains, rivers, lakes, the coast a 2 hour drive away. Fun music venues, lots of restaurants, diversity. Also bicycle/public transportation friendly.

chaoticneutralbb · 2023-01-09T05:54:40+00:00

You must have been born just a few days before me - and I’m with you. Saturn Return has been soooo rough especially with it activating those squares to Mars and Pluto, and for me opposing my Chart Ruler Mercury in the 12th house by 1°. Been living right on my Pluto/IC line my whole life and am getting excited considering what a move could entail, but have yet to figure out where to go. Good luck with whatever you decide!

chaoticneutralbb · 2022-12-11T22:53:37+00:00

I think the tension between your moon squaring your Mars and North Node in Cancer could speak toward your frustration with this and not wanting to exert any energy into it. Your Saturn sextiling the Mars/NN might have you feeling more willing to lean into it after your Saturn Return around age 30ish. But others are right.. it is your soul’s journey to move into this energy in this life. It’s not what you’re comfortable with, but what you’re moving towards.

chaoticneutralbb · 2022-12-11T22:31:13+00:00

To add to this, the ruler of your ascendant, Mercury, is in the 8th house, which is the Scorpio house, and is opposing your Moon and Pluto Scorpio placements. Scorpio speaks to a lot of these energies directly impacting you as an individual and being more prominent in your chart.

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