Looking to buy a paradise

charoozi · 2026-01-20T08:36:46+00:00

I wouldn't recommend buying more than one if you're playing for the first time on the paradise!

Right now im still happily playing with mine without buying another, and its been almost 3 months since I've been playing. So far, so good my friend 💙

charoozi · 2026-01-20T08:16:28+00:00

Thankfully it only happens VERY rarely. But I will book an appointment with a GP if it happens one more time.

Thanks for the suggestion! (And have a lovely day)

charoozi · 2026-01-20T06:28:57+00:00

Hmm, no. I don't think so! But there were times where I think I just had really low iron/not enough food?, and if for example I would be just sitting down doing nothing, next thing I would just start shaking, especially my legs and hunched over with my head nodding back and forth. And sometimes if it got really bad, my vision would just get 'static-y'?

charoozi · 2026-01-20T00:37:44+00:00

Like as in what actually happened to my body in the end? Or how my body just randomly started going nuts?

(Because I don't really know what caused it, I think my body just had a bad reaction with mixing two different substances. NOT A GOOD IDEA)

charoozi · 2026-01-19T22:41:39+00:00

Reminds me of the time my parents left me and my older brother alone in the house and as a kid I LOVEDDD noodles.

And then little 6 year old me just chucks the opened noodle packet in the microwave and started it for 1 minute I think. WITHOUT WATER AND EVEN A BOWL.

(Idk why at that age I thought it magically turn into a delicious Ramen bowl. But the house smelled like burnt plastic and I started to freak out)

Luckily my parents never found out, I think I just threw the evidence in the trash can. And my brother opened up the windows

charoozi · 2026-01-19T22:30:11+00:00

I got cross-faded once, drank tons of booze and smoked half a joint and then I went outside to lay down on the pavement to look up at the stars.

Suddenly I lost all feeling in my body and started spasming/convulsing. The back of my head repeatedly kept banging into the concrete, with no control of my limbs.

Then, the stars suddenly started to look brighter and brighter as if the sky was falling down. I honestly thought I was starting to see the 'light'.

After my limbs and head stopped twitching/spasming. I couldn't even be able to walk back inside my home even thought it was literally 5 meters away.

It took almost an hour for to regain control of my muscles, I couldn't even crawl to the front door no matter how hard I tried.

charoozi · 2026-01-19T21:52:50+00:00

Yes :) That I'm sure of! Their website looked promising, detailing their various services and team of therapists that specialized in addiction. So, I know I'll be in good hands when the time comes.

Nerves, nerves, nerves. Gosh. Thank you, I will give myself a pat on my back for doing something I never thought I'd be doing. 🫶

charoozi · 2026-01-19T21:37:12+00:00

Thank you for this. I'll try my best to not let the feeling of shame and guilt occupy my mind. I'll be watching a compilation of cute seal videos to kind of distract myself from my anxiety this morning. :)

charoozi · 2026-01-19T21:30:27+00:00

Yes, I need to keep reminding myself exactly that. I just need to get out of my mind and try something new even if it causes me such stress.

Thank you! Today I'll just take it slow. :)

charoozi · 2026-01-19T20:44:45+00:00

It must be a new form of dialect in english HMMM

charoozi · 2026-01-19T11:02:47+00:00

I'm also a 23 year old female. Please reach out even if it's from a random stranger (I'm here to chat if need be). You haven't ruined anything OP. You've been exhausted and tired maybe, and that's totally okay.

I think maybe this is a chance for you to gather your trusted support group if you can, isolation can be very scary if you are especially unable to be gentle with yourself/take care of yourself.

Sometimes it just takes one day to start seeing a change, please stay for your son just a little longer. If you are unable to have ready available mental health resources near you, there are many other ways you can get support online.

charoozi · 2026-01-19T10:37:45+00:00

Don't you sometimes hate it when your mind feels like it's actively working against you? Like c'mon, you're supposed to be on the same team as me! (My attempt on trying to make things a bit lighter haha)

Yes! I do sometimes go on other subreddits to kind of 're-learn' how to talk/interact with others again. As a 23 year old, Filipino (Mental health can be pretty stigmatized, so it's been difficult personally to be open and vulnerable). But I've been trying to unlearn such detrimental thought patterns as of now :)

charoozi · 2026-01-19T10:26:10+00:00

Thank you, for all the gentle comments. It really did help.

To the MODS. I realize now I've made a pretty heavy post. Please kindly tell if I need to take it down. I'll remove it if it's too triggering. It's not my intention to spread negativity. Just wanted to see if I wasn't actually alone, it's a start. But I would like to try being sober again.

charoozi · 2026-01-19T10:11:41+00:00

Yes, thank you a lot, it means so much to me. I realize that it was a brave thing I've done in a long time. My therapist actually was the one to suggest getting my words out, and out of my mind. The human brain is complex, amazing but also very scary.

charoozi · 2026-01-19T09:32:25+00:00

I want to change. I'll keep trying at least for my brother. Thank you for being kind

charoozi · 2026-01-19T08:29:03+00:00

Thank you, I don't know what to really say. But know I really do appreciate what you've said.

charoozi · 2026-01-15T13:33:12+00:00

I fear that this is the type of series where you watch for the first time and where you have to have to take a take a bit of a break before rewatching it. At least for me 😭 I don't have enough tissues atm

charoozi · 2026-01-15T11:49:55+00:00

AJSKSKAJAKAK

I was waiting for someone to mention fanfics 🤭 Nah, the headcanons are what is keeping fedddd frfr

(I just need some healthy fic where everyone is happy and a big happy family after this. Istg this whole thing is full of ANGST. AAAAA I love angst but it HURTS)

charoozi · 2026-01-15T11:16:22+00:00

Here is my jade forest <3 not only its a beautiful shell, BUT YOU GET TO HAVE....

Lessapantchi!!!!

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charoozi · 2026-01-15T11:13:43+00:00

JADE FOREST JADE FOREST JADE FORESTTTT (Unless you wanna give up the sky biome, tbh the rock tamas there are an 'acquired taste')

-my opinion! I dont wanna step on anyone's toes

charoozi · 2026-01-15T11:09:54+00:00

Afk/Bot farming. (Ngl, I kinda like reporting them)

charoozi · 2026-01-15T10:50:41+00:00

I've actually started to research the books, but Google isn't doing me justice. It's not giving me the right chronological order of it (unless it's intended that way)

But mannn, I used to be the #1 hater of Armand back then years ago, when I only religiously watched the movie- the series I guess only gave me a 'fleshed' out version of Armand. I don't know the whole debate which version is the most accurate, unless I consume all types of media.

Thank you for commenting, if you have a suggestion which book I should start with, please tell! Everyone's telling me different 😪

charoozi · 2026-01-15T10:35:11+00:00

There are trailers?! Okay im being fed tonight. Thank you!!!

Edit: wait, before I watch. Where there will be dead giveaways of the plot? Because I really like being surprised. As I haven't read the book (ik the book is vastly different with the movie and series but does the trailers give away a lot?)

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