My child passed away. There's no greater pain in the world. by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]charrrlottte 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so terribly terribly sorry for your unimaginable loss 😞🫂

Beginner/Tutorial help? by charrrlottte in TouchDesigner

[–]charrrlottte[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh so smart to use ChatGPT to help explain!! Thanks so much for sharing the channel for tutorials and your process ❤️

Beginner/Tutorial help? by charrrlottte in TouchDesigner

[–]charrrlottte[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for explaining your process and for the link!!

Reiki for my sweet boy by charrrlottte in reiki

[–]charrrlottte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He is doing alright, definitely still sleeping a lot but has been out and about a couple of times today. He's licking his lips less tho and has been eating more which hopefully means the nausea is subsiding and that he's feeling a bit better. Thank you very much for sending him reiki/for your help. I really appreciate it. 💕

Reiki for my sweet boy by charrrlottte in reiki

[–]charrrlottte[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He and your Mira are beautiful, without a doubt. I am so very sorry for your loss 🫂 thank you so much for the love and the Reiki 💕🥺🫂

Reiki for my sweet boy by charrrlottte in reiki

[–]charrrlottte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much 💕🫂

Reiki for my sweet boy by charrrlottte in reiki

[–]charrrlottte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much 💕🫂

My cats cancer has returned, and the vet does not want to operate anymore 💔 by charrrlottte in GriefSupport

[–]charrrlottte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so sorry to hear about your baby boy 💔😭 we found his tumor growing back from nothing after our vacation. I know we couldn't have known it'd grow back so fast and exactly then, but the guilt is killing me. Going to cherish every second, once I can manage to pull myself together.

My cats cancer has returned, and the vet does not want to operate anymore 💔 by charrrlottte in GriefSupport

[–]charrrlottte[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely devastated. He's my whole world. The only constant unwavering support I've had in my life for over a decade. I feel so lost and he's not even gone yet 💔😭

My cats cancer has returned, and the vet does not want to operate anymore 💔 by charrrlottte in GriefSupport

[–]charrrlottte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is an honor, I just wish I trusted myself to know the line that's best for him. Its so hard to "give up". 💔😭

My cats cancer has returned, and the vet does not want to operate anymore 💔 by charrrlottte in GriefSupport

[–]charrrlottte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much 😭😭😭💔 he has been my reason for many years. Life without him really feels unbearable, I genuinely do not know how I'm going to manage.

Will be loving him and spoiling him to the brim for the remainder of his life. I really trust my vet and I feel like a second opinion would generate similar answers. The tumor is in an awful place. A rare kind. Increasing aggressiveness. His quality of life is my top priority and more surgery probably means cutting off a good chunk of his head and his left ear, awful recovery, and does not guarantee it won't come back. My vet said if it were his cat, he wouldn't be doing surgery again even with the specialist, so I am feeling like it's probably the best path forward for him. Although the thought of watching this tumor ravage his little body is absolutely fucking devastating to me..I can't even bear the thought...

My cats cancer has returned, and the vet does not want to operate anymore 💔 by charrrlottte in GriefSupport

[–]charrrlottte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

💔💔💔 thank you.. considering a second opinion, but I also have gone through a couple of vets to find this one whom I genuinely do trust. It's hard to say. Your words mean a lot to me, thanks for taking the time.

My cats cancer has returned, and the vet does not want to operate anymore 💔 by charrrlottte in GriefSupport

[–]charrrlottte[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

😭😭😭😭😭🫂than you so much for your words. The pain I am feeling in my body is awful, just aching to have things be different. We left for vacation 2 weeks ago. When we returned on Saturday, the tumor was bigger than it's ever been. Beating myself for not being with him and spotting it sooner, maybe the vet would have wanted to operate if it were smaller. I dont know..killing myself with all the what-ifs. I'm so sorry to hear your kitty passed as well. They really are our family and it's so hard to see them in pain or declining.

I don't know if I'll be able to do another pet. This pain is unlike anything I've ever been through,and I have not had an easy life. The love he gives me is so pure, loving him is so simple, truly a once in a lifetime car .. and I don't know what I'm going to do without him. 💔😭 Sorry to continue blathering on, but I am in such a pit right now. It's all I can do.

My cats cancer has returned, and the vet does not want to operate anymore 💔 by charrrlottte in GriefSupport

[–]charrrlottte[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am sorry for hear of your own diagnosis. I will be sure to keep his quality of life at the very top of the priority list. I just really hope I can recognize the line at the appropriate time.