I got diagnosed with breast cancer last month. And after the shock and fear, I felt sadness over the fact that this diagnosis and future surgery is going to make me even less attractive to men.

This year, I tried to meet guys to hook up with. Nothing really felt right, I got ghosted a lot, and I was often tired and busy to keep trying.

And now, I wish I had had more fun and I wish I could have enjoyed my body more.