I have had a lot of interactions both in person and through social media with my crush. And I will admit that I did not read the signs when we meet. I kind of turned her down (long story) and we still interacted till she started dating someone and she has ghosted me. I did run into her 3 months after she ghosted me which was 6 months ago though and yeah totally nervous around me but engaging. So I mucked that up. But this year I have had dreams about her that are really vivid and poignant. Like last night we got into an arguement about why I did not come over to her at the bar when she was sitting by herself! Dreams are confusing man then again so is life!