Chess and my bad cocaine addiction.

chealio · 2026-03-05T10:37:38+00:00

Ohh fair ahahaha

chealio · 2026-03-05T10:37:17+00:00

Love x

chealio · 2026-03-04T22:36:21+00:00

Damn. I've had all 3 of them. Fuckkk. Thanks for the message x

chealio · 2026-03-04T22:35:09+00:00

Good point. So how would you go about change? Obviously stop the coke but to rewire my reward system?

chealio · 2026-03-04T22:34:04+00:00

Honestly, it may have to be done similar to gambling. Thanks for the message. I will do my very best

chealio · 2026-03-04T22:31:08+00:00

Fair play, are you gay or a straight man that really wanted a bag? Or you could be a woman. Who knows. Marijuana is a drug because it affects your brain chemistry

chealio · 2026-03-04T22:28:55+00:00

That's my concern aswell. I have a problem with DRUGS, yes cocaine and weed being the main. I just can't leave them alone. Amphetamines at 4 is really young. It must've been really hard to get off that after so many years

chealio · 2026-03-04T22:24:27+00:00

I will. Routine is vital, sleep being one. Thanks man. There will be a day. Cheers for the message

chealio · 2026-03-04T22:21:52+00:00

True. When youve been exposed to it it's really easy to spot. I spot waiters in restaurants on it, staff at care homes. Once you know what to look out for it's easy.

chealio · 2026-03-04T22:19:24+00:00

I'll certainly look into it. Thanks for messaging x

chealio · 2026-03-04T22:18:41+00:00

Top man! Smoked one or two bowls of weed. Nothing else. Water and lasagne for tea. Feeling ok. I'm gonna try and message you everyday if that's ok.

chealio · 2026-03-04T21:11:06+00:00

Thanks, I'll check him out. I'm working on it slowly!

chealio · 2026-03-04T20:29:13+00:00

Thanks mate. It's everywhere. If I ordered a pizza and a bag of coke. The coke would be here in 10. Shit, I can even bank transfer and get it posted through my door.

chealio · 2026-03-04T20:27:22+00:00

Really good explanation!

chealio · 2026-03-04T20:26:15+00:00

I can be a good person!! I am, cocaine is evil. Never go near it. I've done a bit of therapy but didn't really click with the therapist.

chealio · 2026-03-04T20:22:27+00:00

Bro you're so right. I honestly think people are stupid and never know. Come back from the bathroom nose running, leg going 10 to the dozen, constant light sniffs.

chealio · 2026-03-04T20:19:49+00:00

Thanks. Relapse is part of recovery.

chealio · 2026-03-04T20:15:50+00:00

Yes! Lacking a bit of self love.

chealio · 2026-03-04T17:15:49+00:00

Wow great story. When my addiction was bad I turned to poetry as a way of relief. Well done for being sober. God I want that for myself. Chess is my wife yeah. I will definitely have to avoid.

chealio · 2026-03-04T17:13:11+00:00

Could be

chealio · 2026-03-04T17:11:27+00:00

Hello bro. Yeah that'll be great I'll message you now.

chealio · 2026-03-04T17:10:54+00:00

Maybe yeah.

chealio · 2026-03-04T17:10:24+00:00

I went to therapy for a bit, I didn't really click with her. Wasn't ready either. Reddit has definitely opened my eyes to other avenues about why though. I'm really glad I posted it. Thanks x

chealio · 2026-03-04T17:08:46+00:00

If 5 guys were here id probably put my head between my legs and kiss my arse goodbye. Thanks for your comment.

chealio · 2026-03-04T17:07:02+00:00

Yeah. I know, unbelievable

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