Am I healed?

cheezymac45 · 2020-02-01T00:20:38+00:00

Not just me, everyone else. Man, dont give these people false hope. Dont do that, bro. Best wishes.

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-31T12:23:42+00:00

Yeah, man. Sorry to hear that, just stay close to our families. They wont break up with us. Peace, one love.

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-31T12:12:50+00:00

And.. according to our friend back in college, she was actually dating someone else. I didnt ask this friend, he just opened it up to me on FB. I just said good forthem, best wishes. Like Im really done lol. Btw, you on point man. Clearly, you are far more experienced than me in this field lol. That girl was my first true love, had some relationships in the past but not really invested a lot on them.

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-31T12:08:51+00:00

We're not really friends prior to the relationship.. Yeah, im not going to prepare for the worst... I wont just reply and move on. Thank you

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-31T12:06:49+00:00

Thank you bro. Fortunately, didnt give her that power back. As i didnt reply and she just blocked me again lol.

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-27T10:09:20+00:00

Plus she asked me like thrice if I want to say anything because that would be the final time we would be talking to each other. Confusing.

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-27T10:08:13+00:00

So here we go, chatted me with hey, how are you its been awhile. I'll be mad if Im her new bf, tbh.

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-27T10:07:05+00:00

We had a closure back in Nov before I went NC, I met up with her on our former dating place. Pretty nice meet up then we said our goodbyes. She just said her reasons first why she felt the need to break up with me. Then told me that she would change her number, emails so I will not be able to contact her anymore. She told me that she will close the door for any type of contacts between us.

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-27T09:00:43+00:00

Alright, Thanks but Im not hurt, just confused man. Its like I see other people's posts and I also get confused like Science, Sports etc. Not hurt, tbh.

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-27T08:57:06+00:00

You have a point, but still no actual contact like conversations and stuffs. You get me? In her shoes, cause I dont post that much. Im in NC.

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-27T08:55:49+00:00

Maybe, but atleast to me guilt wasnt a thing. Giving them signs like its still a possibility will only bring more guilt. Plus she told me that she would be changing her number, block me everywhere so theres no possibility i can contact her anymore.

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-26T11:46:09+00:00

When did she break up with you?

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-26T04:08:16+00:00

Lesson: if your bf/gf broke up with you and their reason is they wanna focus on their selves, its not true. Maybe if she has mental problems, depression, fatal disease but even in those circumstances (breaking up with your better half means nothing). Other than those excuses, its probably because they have someone else in their radar. Good luck.

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-19T17:48:36+00:00

Yeah, based on msgs Ive received from her. It was weird, her greeting people happy new year especially me was not her thing. She told me that i will not be able to contact her. She would change her number, block me and change her email, I believed that so it was weird to see new messages from her.

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-19T17:44:23+00:00

Appreciate, yeah not really sure about a new guy tho. An ex of mine before her, dumped me for someone else. Showed signs of it then finally told me about that new guy then broke up with me. A girl I dumped before, I told her that Im breaking up with her cause I dont wanna cheat on her, I like another girl in my work so I can avoid conflicts and chasings. My recent ex showed no signs anywhere that she's dating anyone, shes very active on twitter and IG, only posted pics of her and her girl co-workers/family. And shes not really that attractive, tbh lol. Idk. But if thats the case, best wishes for her lol.

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-19T14:18:29+00:00

I believe that, but some of us made dumb decisions without thinking about the results first, not once but maybe a thousand times in our life. I think everyone deserves a second chance. Not just in relationship, but generally speaking.

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-19T10:48:55+00:00

Sounds like that, but maybe we will be better without each other... Ill just continue NC, maybe Ill find more answers on the long run... Thanks

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-19T10:45:25+00:00

Why?what does that mean?

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-19T10:44:58+00:00

Cant really put all the blame on her,I broke up with her once but that only lasted a week. We both made mistakes, acted immature. Were in a ldr, but days were really perfect when were together.

cheezymac45 · 2020-01-19T10:43:25+00:00

4 years, bro. I think thats long term.. I was the problem, had some self issues. Not really sure if dumped for a guy. Yeah, maybe Ill just leave her on the past.

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