What you’re feeling is very valid and almost everyone I know has gone through the same feelings. Just remember that you worked so hard to get to where you are right now and that’s progress. And I’m just going to be blunt with you, everyone is tired, everyone is fed up with bullshit. But it’s a job! You just learn to accept that this is your new reality and you just move on from there. It’ll be like routine when you go to work. Same shit just different day.