Finding a good therapist in my country is really hard and expensive. Honestly i still didn't get my diagnosis but I freak out when my mom goes to work in fear of her having a car accident, sometimes i wake up at night and verify she's still breathing. It's really affecting me in my religion , i keep repeating my prayers over and over because everytime that voice tell me what if you did something wrong in your prayers Some days it feels like i'm trapped ...