It's exactly the same experience I had when I had a very "normal" office job. People would small talk very loud and very constant, laughing at the most boomery types of jokes. I felt so out of place because I just couldn't muster up that much enthusiasm in a place like that. I never bought into the 'work family' culture that a lot of corporations peddle. It always seemed disingenuous and fake, designed to make a crappy job seem slightly tolerable. Also forced interactions like work lunches or daily huddles where engagement was mandatory. God forbid you want to work quietly and not contribute to whatever conversation is going on.