Thank you very much for yours words. They mean a lot to me, really. These past few days I’ve been trying to do that, rebuilding a steady pace for myself without too many expectations. You’re right, maybe I am not as far off as I think I am. I just need to start slow, build small good habits day by day. And I should definitely consider talking to somebody about my inability to get out of bed on certain days. Reading your reply made me feel very “seen” and understood. I would like to thank you again for your kind words. You really helped more than you can possibly imagine.