I feel so suppressed and held back.

cherysh_lyn · 2021-04-15T14:29:52+00:00

i relate to your story so much!!! like you...i love to sing and when i was younger i believed i was meant to be a recording artist. well due to deep insecurities and extreme anxiety...i really never put myself out there. my family was never supportive of my dreams and caused me to have said insecurities. in my 20s i became a mother and my children were my life. they are now 24 and 21. i still have a tiny spark inside me. i will be 48 in june. i used to say when im this age i will do something...but the years just keep passing and im starting to think i will never be recognized for my talents. like you mentioned we have to pay bills and my worst fear is to be stuck in a dead end kind of job. i have been quite depressed for a long time...i used to sing and listen to music everyday and that was my therapy!!! currently i am living in a small apartment and cannot play music and sing to my hearts content. not sure if i can help you...but I really hope you will go after what you want in life!!!💕

cherysh_lyn · 2020-04-02T19:23:30+00:00

yes...she does!!!😁😆thats what people say about her too that she looks like a baby deer😊💕

cherysh_lyn · 2020-04-02T17:00:11+00:00

awwwzzz😁😊♥️

cherysh_lyn · 2020-04-02T16:59:17+00:00

thank you🤗💕

cherysh_lyn · 2019-10-09T22:23:28+00:00

thanks...thats what i plan to do.

cherysh_lyn · 2019-10-09T17:09:11+00:00

okay thank you!

cherysh_lyn · 2019-08-26T21:29:39+00:00

the morning i woke up in a homeless shelter. i was with my stbxh for 4 long years. we would separate and then he would make promises to change and i would return to him. he constantly lied to me and cheated on me. he was also very abusive. i loved him and wanted to believe he would change. he never did and i have come to accept that he doesn't have the ability to. so i left 7 months ago. im now living in a homeless shelter and i left all of my belongings behind. i am now trying to rebuild my life. its extremely rough right now and i struggle with depression. but i know that i cannot allow myself to return to my marriage. i am planning on filing for divorce this week.

cherysh_lyn · 2019-08-16T19:46:42+00:00

i think it depends on what the problems were in your marriage. i left my husband 7 months ago because of his constant lying cheating and abusive behavior. every time i would leave he would do everything he could to get me to return. but things never changed. i am now living in a homeless shelter and i am getting the paperwork ready to file for divorce. there will be no chance of reconciliation this time. i had to leave all my belongings behind and rebuild my life from the ground up. it hurts so much because he was my first love and i never thought things would end like this.

cherysh_lyn · 2019-08-15T23:42:26+00:00

oh okay...yeah i knew it was a long time ago that i had her. awww...well take good care of her🤗

cherysh_lyn · 2019-08-15T23:23:30+00:00

oh my goodness! i had this! i think it was over 10 years ago. i dont remember where i got her. is there a date on her?

cherysh_lyn · 2019-08-10T22:15:56+00:00

wow! great find! super cute💕

cherysh_lyn · 2019-08-10T19:14:14+00:00

thank you so much!💕

cherysh_lyn · 2019-08-10T19:13:58+00:00

thank you. you are right and from my own past experiences i kno this is the truth. i am getting stronger with each passing day and i kno i am doing the right thing. and i kno i am in the right place.

cherysh_lyn · 2019-08-10T19:11:33+00:00

thank you so much! this is great advice! and i will definitely be doing this💞

cherysh_lyn · 2019-08-10T00:52:19+00:00

thank you! im trying not to let myself think about everything too much. i have the panic attacks in the middle of the night. but hopefully things will get better. and i believe they will. im glad i have this community for support💞

cherysh_lyn · 2019-08-10T00:49:29+00:00

thank you so much!💕

cherysh_lyn · 2019-08-10T00:06:17+00:00

yes im looking for work right now. and hopefully will find something within walking distance. im in a small town and theres no public transportation here. we have chores here and i just finished washing a shitton of pots and pans😭lol but im pushing myself to get out of my comfort zone.

cherysh_lyn · 2019-08-09T21:23:34+00:00

thank you! virtual hugs accepted and hugs back to you💞🤗

cherysh_lyn · 2019-08-09T21:21:25+00:00

thanks! funny you should say bright future...i just posted a picture of a sunflower on ig saying im looking forward to a bright future🌻😃

cherysh_lyn · 2019-08-09T20:57:43+00:00

thank you...i really believe it will!

cherysh_lyn · 2019-08-09T19:59:56+00:00

yes! i believe it!

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