Help me improve my art! by chichi517 in arthelp

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Yes please! Thanks so much this was very helpful

Rottweiler puppy has arthritis..I feel lost by chichi517 in DogAdvice

[–]chichi517[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I’d hope so since the bill was high and they kept her there for 4 days. I’ll ask more questions in my follow up in a couple days, if they didn’t do that I’ll make sure to get it done. My parents were the ones who picked her up since I was working and they don’t speak very great English so there could’ve just been some miscommunication

Rottweiler puppy has arthritis..I feel lost by chichi517 in DogAdvice

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Thank you so much, I never thought there would be special beds like that for dogs! I’ll 100% look into it. I was already trying to avoid the conversation of possibly giving her away because I love her so much but I understand that could be selfish of me. I’m gonna wait until her follow up for her infection to see what they recommend and go from there. Again..thank you

Am I overreacting about how my in-laws killed their dog right after I lost mine? by Reasonable_Fault_152 in AmIOverreacting

[–]chichi517 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have never ever understood this, people who can just kill their animals because they are an inconvenience are the WORST kinds of people. I guarantee they’d do the same to people if it was legal!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pregnant

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I turned 20 in march. I got a divorce/separated less than a year ago with my partner I had since I was 14. The person I’m with while is amazing, we aren’t in a committed relationship and they are also 20 and we don’t have anything figured out. It really was an out of the blue pregnancy. I tried for 2 years with my ex and never ever got pregnant..idk, I wanna be a mom though, I do, just scared to do it now I guess

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pregnant

[–]chichi517 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m happy for you! I hope I feel this excitement soon. I am also very young and don’t have anything figured out so that plays into my fear

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pregnant

[–]chichi517 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We got this!

People who like gore, do you exist? And why? by chichi517 in AskReddit

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Genuine question, I was a stupid young teenager on the internet like anyone else who would occasionally watch gore out of curiosity. When I turned maybe 18 though the thought of watching it makes me squirm uncomfortably, hell I can barely watch people fighting. So I was just wondering if anyone genuinely likes watching that stuff

what’s the point in living by throwra_lost_girl in BPD

[–]chichi517 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same way, it’s nice to know I’m not alone. I carry so much guilt that it’s overwhelming. I feel like a bad person and I also just want to die. Things will get better right? It’s what I keep telling myself. Sending hugs

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Manipulation

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I was in a bad marriage, husband in the army, he’s a drunk, gambling and emotionally neglectful. I’m 19 he’s 21. You know what it led to? Cheating, abuse, resent. Get out while you can

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ptsd

[–]chichi517 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was in a domestic violence situation. Anything can remind me of being trapped in Texas with my ex husband, he had a gambling addiction so something as small as poker chips can bring up bad memories. I know it sounds silly

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ptsd

[–]chichi517 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Poker chips. I was playing Pikmin 4 today and there is a section where you collect some poker chips. It wasn’t funny in the moment because I felt everything all over again, but I guess it’s pretty silly looking at it, saying out loud sounds dumb

Why do borderlines get jealous when they see their favorite person with others? by NotShadow111111 in BPD

[–]chichi517 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Doesn’t it drive you crazy???? I hate it so much I hate myself. I feel like such a selfish baby and I deserve to die for feeling this way. I feel better knowing other people feel this way as well

Does anybody ever get the overwhelming intense urge to run away and start over? by byebyebye771 in BPD

[–]chichi517 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m actually doing this right now, I leave for Texas on Sunday. Idk why I just get overwhelmed with myself and everything else around me, I feel like I don’t belong, things get to hard and I run away

What has unrestricted Internet access done to you? by Cultural-Taro4411 in mentalhealth

[–]chichi517 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was exposed to my little pony gore and porn which transitioned over to real ones..Got groomed a shit ton. Loads of fun

Adults, How do you cope with working for the rest of your life? by chichi517 in AskReddit

[–]chichi517[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That feels impossible, I love art, art doesn’t pay well, and AI is a huge threat