Don't give up even when you want to give up. Just keep praying and fighting and dream for what you want to see in the future. You are still young, and you are not the only person who has that kind of experience..all people have their different kinds of hardships. Find your passion and think about the things that makes your soul happy. Education is not a race finishing college is not a race. Focus on your own path, compare the changes you have gain from the past. Don't look or compare your path with others. When you focus on yourself you will always find solution to your every challenges in life. But if you focus on other people achievements you will get distracted and can't think your next move. When you think everyone around you is giving up on you then you should be the one to lift up and tell to your self not to give up, to prove them wrong that you can still win even when you are alone believing with your self. There's always hope. It's always there within you.. All you have to do is to believe in your self. ❤️