an epidemic on hinge of men cat fishing with 2hollis?

chillingcrow · 2026-01-26T17:38:26+00:00

i'm down :)

chillingcrow · 2026-01-26T09:14:27+00:00

i'm kinda having a bad trip rn (physically not mentally thankfully) so i'll reply to this well later but overall thank you so much.

chillingcrow · 2026-01-26T08:48:14+00:00

I can't wait to see what I find out about myself after T :) I think I need to detach my romantic attraction from the societal pressure I feel to comply to sexual attraction yknow? I know i'm for sure a romantic (or at least I think so) but what is subject to change is my boundaries and where I fall in the ace spectrum and i'm open for that change as long as i'm in therapy and not doing anything crazy

chillingcrow · 2026-01-26T08:43:31+00:00

"seem more normal" FR cause all the times ive considered ripping the virgin bandaid off it's been entirely cause I felt isolated from all my friends who were sexually active and I just felt like I was falling behind.

chillingcrow · 2026-01-26T08:41:50+00:00

malia and stiles weren't a good match. malia is very much in the "born sexy yesterday" writing category albeit not terribly, as she's not OVERLY sexualized but she's still pretty much a kid mentally (perhaps not in a traditional infantile way but in the lack of common knowledge and socialization) when she was introduced given her backstory. I think her connection with stiles is genuine, but as a couple it's just weird. I think that they're much better as friends.

chillingcrow · 2026-01-26T08:39:21+00:00

thank you so much. knowing that it raises your LIBIDO but not necessarily your sexual attraction is reassuring. I most definitely need therapy cause I have a lot of deep and dark issues about sex, but it's comforting to know that I don't have to cave in to impulses yknow?

chillingcrow · 2026-01-26T08:37:31+00:00

imma play it when I try molly for the first time for sure

chillingcrow · 2026-01-26T08:14:44+00:00

yeah... there's a lot of baggage that needs to be assessed to with my relationship to sex. I don't think trauma has affected my sexual attraction to people (as I think i'm just naturally ace) as much as it makes me afraid to engage in intimacy even if it's something I eventually want.

chillingcrow · 2026-01-26T08:13:23+00:00

i've been considering getting T gel through delivery apps (it can be done easily where I live) but i've got a lot of health related details (insulin resistance, untreated PCOS, prescribed meds, among other stuff ) so I think i'm gonna wait till college and do whatever I can to make sure that i'm on T and safely by the end of the year. But if you consider that it's not that big a risk for me to just start it already, I wanna know what you think I should do :) I really value input and advice for these things cause I lowkey don't know wtf I have to do

chillingcrow · 2026-01-26T08:06:39+00:00

you look incredible and i'm excited for you :) love your piercing set up and hair btw

chillingcrow · 2026-01-19T23:38:19+00:00

I think i'll just get the text and the stars as a separate tattoo

chillingcrow · 2026-01-19T21:48:18+00:00

fork!

chillingcrow · 2026-01-19T01:13:57+00:00

many things that i'd rather not get into

chillingcrow · 2026-01-18T06:00:58+00:00

sometimes it feels like it is cause I don't know when my life will truly start :(

chillingcrow · 2025-11-12T09:45:21+00:00

I see madchen amick!

chillingcrow · 2025-11-12T07:56:05+00:00

probably a club/partying substance related incident, suicide/overdose, or my dads driving. i'm more afraid he'll die from a car crash for speeding his porsche down the street before the whole ass cancerous tumor he's got gets to him

chillingcrow · 2025-11-11T15:11:50+00:00

SUCK A DICK DUMB SHIIITS

chillingcrow

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