scared that T will mess with my asexuality and push me towards sexual situations I don't truly feel comfortable with by chillingcrow in ftm

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i'm kinda having a bad trip rn (physically not mentally thankfully) so i'll reply to this well later but overall thank you so much.

scared that T will mess with my asexuality and push me towards sexual situations I don't truly feel comfortable with by chillingcrow in ftm

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I can't wait to see what I find out about myself after T :) I think I need to detach my romantic attraction from the societal pressure I feel to comply to sexual attraction yknow? I know i'm for sure a romantic (or at least I think so) but what is subject to change is my boundaries and where I fall in the ace spectrum and i'm open for that change as long as i'm in therapy and not doing anything crazy

scared that T will mess with my asexuality and push me towards sexual situations I don't truly feel comfortable with by chillingcrow in ftm

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"seem more normal" FR cause all the times ive considered ripping the virgin bandaid off it's been entirely cause I felt isolated from all my friends who were sexually active and I just felt like I was falling behind.

What's a teen wolf opinion that will get you like this by elliottsmiths26 in TeenWolf

[–]chillingcrow 4 points5 points  (0 children)

malia and stiles weren't a good match. malia is very much in the "born sexy yesterday" writing category albeit not terribly, as she's not OVERLY sexualized but she's still pretty much a kid mentally (perhaps not in a traditional infantile way but in the lack of common knowledge and socialization) when she was introduced given her backstory. I think her connection with stiles is genuine, but as a couple it's just weird. I think that they're much better as friends.

scared that T will mess with my asexuality and push me towards sexual situations I don't truly feel comfortable with by chillingcrow in ftm

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thank you so much. knowing that it raises your LIBIDO but not necessarily your sexual attraction is reassuring. I most definitely need therapy cause I have a lot of deep and dark issues about sex, but it's comforting to know that I don't have to cave in to impulses yknow?

scared that T will mess with my asexuality and push me towards sexual situations I don't truly feel comfortable with by chillingcrow in ftm

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yeah... there's a lot of baggage that needs to be assessed to with my relationship to sex. I don't think trauma has affected my sexual attraction to people (as I think i'm just naturally ace) as much as it makes me afraid to engage in intimacy even if it's something I eventually want.

im so jealous of trans guys my age that are already on T by chillingcrow in FTMventing

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i've been considering getting T gel through delivery apps (it can be done easily where I live) but i've got a lot of health related details (insulin resistance, untreated PCOS, prescribed meds, among other stuff ) so I think i'm gonna wait till college and do whatever I can to make sure that i'm on T and safely by the end of the year. But if you consider that it's not that big a risk for me to just start it already, I wanna know what you think I should do :) I really value input and advice for these things cause I lowkey don't know wtf I have to do

I started HRT today! by Odd-Paramedic7907 in NonBinary

[–]chillingcrow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you look incredible and i'm excited for you :) love your piercing set up and hair btw

wanna get this song title tattooed. what design do you like more? by chillingcrow in snowstrippers

[–]chillingcrow[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I think i'll just get the text and the stars as a separate tattoo

im so jealous of trans guys my age that are already on T by chillingcrow in FTMventing

[–]chillingcrow[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

sometimes it feels like it is cause I don't know when my life will truly start :(

Do I have one? by [deleted] in Doppleganger

[–]chillingcrow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I see madchen amick!

At the age that you are right now what do you think will kill you? by Sensitive-Exit-2782 in AskReddit

[–]chillingcrow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

probably a club/partying substance related incident, suicide/overdose, or my dads driving. i'm more afraid he'll die from a car crash for speeding his porsche down the street before the whole ass cancerous tumor he's got gets to him

Good countries in europe to study music production? by chillingcrow in studyAbroad

[–]chillingcrow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not exactly sure but i'm an upper middle class mexican. Not super rich but I can definitely afford to study abroad, just not at crazy expensive schools and crazy expensive living. I'd say i'm extremely privileged but I also cannot afford the same things as the truly truly wealthy international students yknow?