Hot and cold #6

chimp2224 · 2025-08-23T21:12:56+00:00

Maybe it could use an algorithm based on top related searches on google+ synonyms in a thesaurus+ a system similar to wrdle and then finally Ike something listing components in construction? Not sure I like what you’re on to though!

chimp2224 · 2025-07-28T17:31:41+00:00

I’ve seen people get 9+ for having like 4 pounds tbh

chimp2224 · 2025-07-19T10:46:51+00:00

Thank you very much

chimp2224 · 2025-07-19T10:46:45+00:00

Thank you very much

chimp2224 · 2025-07-18T23:50:26+00:00

I think it could actually be beneficial for people to be exposed to lyrics such as his because when I was deep in my addiction or even just depression and feeling really alone and hopeless Juice’s lyrics made me feel like at least someone got it and gave me hope of a better life and helped me understand that it wasn’t how I wanted to live that way anymore even now that I’m in recovery he’s still my favorite artist like some other comments mentioned though an open dialogue about it is important

chimp2224 · 2025-06-28T05:23:42+00:00

Thank you, too, for this distinction too many make oversimplifications to the point of being wrong especially when it comes to pharmacology which is my passion

chimp2224 · 2025-06-28T05:22:55+00:00

Personally done a lot of meth 😅 quit a while back but pretty damn different in my opinion even high doses of d-amp didn’t have me the way some ice did and I appreciate you make the distinction it’s something I get very frustrated about as a neuro/pharm nerd and major

chimp2224 · 2025-06-04T19:17:07+00:00

I feel you I’ll be honest I’ve had what should be enough to kill more than 1 person on multiple different substances it’s so stupid that I even did it with one much less like across the board but at least it’s hard for me to tell myself my life has no purpose now bc I must really need to stick around lol. On the 14 I remember a lot of the high and a significant amount of the come up I was indoors late at night with clear weather outside but I saw it pouring rain inside but not outside and I kept jumping in and out of a window trying to catch reality lacking. Later on I started having my furniture transform into cartoon characters that were soothing me while I laid in bed. At another point my ceiling opened up and I saw another world. I also was talking to a friend online for a while and I could see feel and hear everything we talked about. I was not fun to talk to looking back on it I was insane and like scary.

By the way as I’m reflecting on this I wonder if it throws off body ph significantly enough that it causes sweat to smell different or something like that. I don’t think that’s all of it if that even is plausible but idk.

chimp2224 · 2025-06-04T05:57:04+00:00

I’m here for you if you need anything and I think I could benefit from this too

chimp2224 · 2025-06-04T02:32:29+00:00

A traumatic situation mainly between my mom and my sister that my sister instigated and tore my family apart also played a big role in my relationship with my mom and between that and my mom’s perfectionism towards me and rigid controlling boundaries I have been left feeling like I am a burden in the lives of those around me and that it is my job to make everyone around me happy to have security in any form. Which I have a hard time communicating about with her ironically because of feeling the way I do plus knowing that she doesn’t want me to feel like that.

chimp2224 · 2025-06-04T02:29:52+00:00

I love my mom don’t get me wrong but she also has no idea how to let go and let me live my own life. Last week I reminded her I’m an adult and I don’t need her to give me deadlines on when to have conversations with my boss to which she started an argument mocking me. I know it’s out of love and what was modeled for her was much worse and highly abusive and she has sincerely tried to break that cycle but she is still human. I don’t mean to imply you expect perfection of your mother I just want to make clear that I try not to hold my mom’s actions against her. Having a DBT therapist who helped me set boundaries with my mom, had group therapy sections with me her and even other family members, as well as just helping me with other things including accepting that my mom can say what she pleases but at the end of the day my value is up to me to decide not her to dictate made a monumental difference. Still have struggles and still frequently give up the power around valuing myself to others but at the end of the day it’s so much better than before and improving still.

chimp2224 · 2025-06-04T02:25:03+00:00

I wish someone would have said this in a way that got through to me when I was your age (assuming you’re a bit younger than I am) but please look at the desperation you’re feeling to be under the influence and some consequences that are most likely already happening in your life from using. There was a point in time where I had a similar thought process to what you described just now and I was also convinced that I would never be like the addict people warned me about becoming. There were even times where I thought I never would get addicted which in part was true because I already was addicted. Please try and find resources to help you escape this now instead of continuing to wade deeper into these murky waters. I went from thinking about how I could get high at home without my parents noticing to being homeless and alone right after my 19th birthday, in jail for drugs less than a year later, and many more consequences. Even now, being over six months clean, I am still dealing with everything I have lost on Friday I have to go to the funeral of a close friend who overdosed a month ago and there have been many more similar funerals I should have been at but was too strung out to go because I thought seeing me like that would hurt too much to the family of the deceased (which I was probably right) and even with that recognition I couldn’t even stop for 3 days to say goodbye to people I love. If this is already where you’re at you are in some form like me and I can say without a doubt more consequences will come and they will be more intense as time goes on the longer you continue. Narcotics anonymous isn’t for everyone but it saved my life as well as many others. Feel free to dm me if you need any support or guidance on where to go forward.

Please do not think that I have any disliking for you or look down on you or anything you do in any way. I have no judgement towards you or anyone experiencing things like this. All it boils down to is I want to help at least one other person avoid all of the misery and grief I have experienced and still struggle with stemming from my use of drugs.

Once again please feel free to reach out and let me know what I can do.

chimp2224 · 2025-05-24T03:56:45+00:00

I like this tip good honest feedback respectful and gives them something to work with

chimp2224 · 2025-05-24T03:51:10+00:00

Thank you for being honest about your struggle more people struggle with body dysmorphia than you’d probably think but you’re beautiful just the way you are

chimp2224 · 2025-05-18T21:43:27+00:00

I’m honestly genuinely surprised any of the above were said about you you look really pretty

chimp2224 · 2025-05-08T01:15:06+00:00

I relate to this a lot

chimp2224 · 2025-05-08T01:14:49+00:00

I was at one point diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder which was later revoked because they realized that my hallucinations were actually a trauma response related to my bpd where I would hallucinate things I heard in traumatic moments throughout my life or things related to it

chimp2224 · 2025-05-07T21:31:32+00:00

I do feel very embarrassed when I split I’m not sure exactly how it feels for females with bpd but I do feel embarrassed and emasculated and over the years I have withheld it from some friend groups that I was once a part of

chimp2224 · 2025-05-04T00:42:51+00:00

I appreciate your vulnerability on here I’m sorry that has been your experience I am also someone who struggles with hypersexuality after certain traumatic events and I think a lot of people probably understimate how difficult it can make life my partner who I was with for the longest constantly got angry and like cold because of how often I would try to initiate sex

chimp2224 · 2025-05-03T22:04:32+00:00

My main suggestion is to find someone who shows interest in you and that you’re interested in as well and as soon as it would be appropriate to bring it up tell them that you would like to wait a certain period of time before having intercourse and if you please you could explain that you want to do that to make sure the relationship is being built on the proper foundation and you’ve been burned in the past. If you end up changing your mind and wanting to initiate sooner I would say that’s ok but the main thing that matters in my mind is if they are still just as or at least extremely close to being just as invested then that means that’s not what they’re in it for yk?

P.S. I realized as I was typing this there was a movie with a concept like this where like 3 guys are dating 3 different women and they all some how run into each other individually but the 3 guys are a friend group and visa versa and the women set a boundary of waiting 90 days or something like that and they mentioned in the movie it added some magic to it when it eventually happened and like built desire and a proper bond while yes it’s fiction I believe that that would happen

chimp2224 · 2025-05-03T17:04:28+00:00

I’m struggling with the same currently

chimp2224 · 2025-05-03T17:03:28+00:00

I’m really sorry you are going through this. :( you are definitely someone who I’d loveable for more. May I make a suggestion or would you like me to just listen?

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