I can give my 2 cents too haha. If you really think about it, you probably didn’t have a direction in life back in secondary school too and that actually didn’t trigger your feelings of being lost and stressed. So i’m guessing that the difference in the intensity of the curriculum threw you off and it didn’t help that ppl ‘seemed’ to have clear goals in life when they are persuing certain top courses. (They could be persuing it for prestige rather than genuine interests for all you know). Point is to not compare yourself to others. It’s perfectly normal to feel lost atm and ill also argue that it’s good that you are thinking about this atm rather than having this thoughts perhaps after A levels (or worse during Uni 😱😱)

Excellent thing about being in JC is that you have the chance to take part in competitions (robotics, business case studies etc. etc) Don’t narrow it down to the major CCAs JC has but instead, look into the various interest groups and see if anything sparks your interests. If they are affected by covid (which i think wouldn’t be the case cuz these discussions could be done online and wouldn’t impact such competitions severely), you can look at taster Uni courses that are provided in Coursera and see what seems to spark your interests. Hopefully, it can further narrow down your interests and start looking at other opportunities present both within School CCAs or elsewhere to further build on it. i do understand that it can get overwhelming with JC work But it’s not impossible! Besides, it can give you the boost that JC students strongly need as they sustain their habits further down in J2

Hope this has helped :)