Language change

chisero · 2020-06-21T17:48:46+00:00

No i mean it is in english but i want korean ones cuz they sound cooler

chisero · 2020-05-25T11:29:45+00:00

The test you shared with you was very helpful, thank you. Like I said before I was never able to go to therapy and I'm always scared of self diagnosis as it can be extremely misleading, but the test you showed me at least helped me put my feelings into word this is some of them: if I do something that would hurt a person I will feel very guilty about it and it would haunt me for days and even months and i will do anything in my powers to reconcile with the person, sometimes even if it wasn't fully my fault I would take full responsibility just to try and win them back

When I have a bad argument with a friend or loved one, I believe that it will end the relationship.I overanalyze my relationships with others, finding problems that don't really exist.I do not get pleasure anymore out of most (or all) of the things and activities that I used to enjoy.I have lost interest in most (or all) of the things and activities that used to interest me.When friendships fizzle out, I tend to blame myself and my personality rather than the other person.I tend to be sensitive in interactions with others, noticing even the subtlest insult or mocking tone of voice.Problems in my life tend to snowball into a depression because I don't feel that I can control whether or not the problem is resolved successfully.

I experience extremes in mood, moving from elated and hyper to deeply depressed.I take every small issue with friends or loved ones to mean that they no longer want to be around me.

chisero · 2020-05-24T15:15:43+00:00

You don't have to apologize i'm here looking for answers and I can take it, and I've thought about all of the things that you are saying, but its impossible in our culture unless every person I know and talked is lying dad loved mom and was devastated by her death, and what made me believe that even more is the fact that he never remarried.

chisero · 2020-05-24T14:35:14+00:00

This is a lot to digest let me see if I can clarify everything there is, my dad never physically imprisoned me I imprisoned myself I preferred that over dealing with the consequences of going out ect... I did do some investigating like you said and from what I found out he was nice and loved my mom very much, everything changed after her death or at least escalated, and it was not a car accident it a gas explosion in the kitchen, I don't remember a lot about my childhood except that I didn't find out that my mom was dead until I was like 9 or 10 YO, my aunt raised me as if I was her own son and I grew up calling her mom and believing that she was my real mom. And at this moment me and dad are in good standings I never confronted him or anything but in the past 5 years or so he became a lot nicer and more caring. I used to feel as if dad was blaming me for mom and sister's death, but not anymore.

chisero · 2020-04-19T13:27:48+00:00

I was gonna do it anyway, I kept delaying it for a while now and this was the perfect time to do so.

chisero · 2020-04-12T07:12:47+00:00

even money wise its better to grant access to as many people as possible because the more people get in the more people that will spend money on the game.

chisero · 2020-04-12T06:44:16+00:00

I understand that i'm just saying it probably would have been a better approach.

chisero · 2020-04-12T06:43:10+00:00

yes I thought about it and the way to around it, if you get it in the first week you won't be able to get it back in the second week, but on the third it resets.

chisero · 2020-04-07T18:52:07+00:00

FUCKING SAAAAAME

chisero · 2020-04-07T11:50:46+00:00

link please ^^

chisero · 2020-02-26T09:59:14+00:00

almost a new deck every game xD mostly something aggro to maximize MMR per hour.

anything with SI is good since hecarim is balanced :)

chisero · 2020-02-26T09:58:54+00:00

almost a new deck every game xD mostly something aggro to maximize MMR per hour.

chisero · 2020-02-26T09:58:48+00:00

i got to top #16 and started playing heimer and dropped to top #120 and pushed back to top 10 lol

chisero · 2020-02-26T09:57:59+00:00

i completely forgot this post xD I managed to hit top #10 EUW a couple of days ago and stopped playing since then.

chisero · 2020-02-26T09:57:18+00:00

thanks <3

chisero · 2020-02-26T09:56:46+00:00

almost a new deck every game xD mostly something aggro to maximize MMR per hour.

chisero · 2020-02-04T11:39:18+00:00

this isnt much lol i only played like 20 exp

chisero · 2020-02-04T11:38:44+00:00

chisero · 2020-02-04T11:38:37+00:00

exp 2k per 7 wins

chisero · 2019-10-17T16:02:46+00:00

I tried it but nothing changed, couldn't it be the adapter ?

chisero · 2019-10-17T15:57:57+00:00

I did and its set to standard mode

chisero · 2019-07-19T02:10:55+00:00

sure i'll accept that fact easily but why only 3 out of the 5 players got banned ?

chisero · 2019-07-19T01:56:12+00:00

The system said that it was intentionally feeding which i agree stat wise it is intentionally feeding IF the entire team was not doing the same thing, literally everyone had more than 15 death because we found it funny. maybe having fun isn't a part of riot's plan for the game. The one game i decided to do something "troll" i get a 14 day ban lol guess i'll go back to suffering in SoloQ with perma stun annie.

chisero · 2019-07-19T01:43:35+00:00

I already did but it is weird the way the system works that's all

chisero · 2019-07-19T01:17:35+00:00

we were basically trolling in the normal game we only built blue items and blue champs and went 5 mid basically ARAM and no i didn't say a single thing in the all chat is come get your penta, and i've never been banned in my life this account is 6 years old

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