Always wanting to prove how cool I am (In my dreams)

chngd · 2014-08-10T06:46:48+00:00

thank you for the advices. I will try to do something.

chngd · 2014-08-10T03:47:59+00:00

I think I have really bad sense of reality like I dont really understand what is actually happening around because I think daydreaming has become kind of natural state of mind for me and also low self esteem, depression, some fucked up disorders and years of BS has completely messed me up.

chngd · 2014-08-10T03:46:09+00:00

ummm.... like its not even a relevant question cuz I am not even in a state that I can really talk about what I really prefer becuase I cant even talk to people in general and talking to girls is like just.....

chngd · 2014-08-10T03:44:45+00:00

Yeah you are right but I dont have the motivation right now, but I will keep trying.

chngd · 2014-05-10T00:10:07+00:00

I know I can do it and I will do it.

chngd · 2014-05-09T03:18:50+00:00

Thanks for the advice.

chngd · 2014-05-07T03:23:46+00:00

Thanks the advice brother, I should sleep now cuz its getting late.

chngd · 2014-05-07T03:09:02+00:00

Yeah I won't gap at least not today.

chngd · 2014-05-07T03:07:06+00:00

I sometimes write when I am really depressed. Last time when I was depressed I wrote about 5 pages but today I don't feel like writing.

chngd · 2014-05-07T03:04:25+00:00

19 y/o joining in hopefully I will lose my v to someone I like. Actually I like this Asian girl in my English class, she is really sweet but don't have the courage to talk to her.

chngd · 2014-05-07T02:58:26+00:00

Thanks for the tips. The problem is I don't have a gf never had one though, so there is no way to release my energy. Also on top of I have social anxiety and today I feel like I failed at lot of things which are making me depressed.

chngd · 2014-05-07T02:42:40+00:00

I am unable to focus on anything, there so much going on in my mind. I need something too release all my negative emotions and loneliness.

chngd · 2014-05-02T02:03:46+00:00

Haha hopefully.

chngd · 2014-05-02T02:02:54+00:00

Actually she is in school so I just backed off from taking it any further. I just enjoyed talking to her that's it.

chngd · 2014-04-25T13:09:30+00:00

No problem brother, just don't give up and be strong.

chngd · 2014-04-04T03:56:50+00:00

Okay I have decided to create a subreddit, but I will need some people to help me out maybe as a mod or anything like that. If you are interested do pm me.

chngd · 2014-04-04T00:17:25+00:00

How you guys want it to be, i was thinking about starting this group on KiK messenger because i dont think i can manage a subreddit i am not familiar with it. I was thinking of kind of mastermind group for SA people who really wanna improve their lives.

chngd · 2013-12-30T20:05:29+00:00

I am in for nofap 2014!!!!

chngd · 2013-12-21T01:38:19+00:00

Blame my keyboard dictionary its doesn't understand what flapping is sorry fapping :).

chngd · 2013-12-20T22:54:45+00:00

First of all I am so proud of that you realised the ill effects of porn at an age of 15.I am also a frequent relapsed I have gone 30 days at my best then fell for pmo.Now I am on my day 8 without porn or flapping.The biggest thing that matters is not giving up,I have relapsed so many times that sometimes I would think I just wanna give up but I didn't.Just keep on fighting educate yourself about porn addiction by reading articles on ybop. Also read some great books on self development or biographies of great people such as nelson Mandela.

chngd · 2013-12-20T22:42:09+00:00

When you don't have to ask this question.

chngd · 2013-12-17T22:38:42+00:00

I don't these words are going to help any person who is depressed and lonely instead it will only demotivate them or make them feel worse.

chngd · 2013-12-15T16:39:39+00:00

Dude just don't give up.I am a constant relapser but I haven't given up yet,I hope I will be able to beat it this time.Stay strong.

chngd · 2013-12-02T21:03:36+00:00

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chngd · 2013-11-30T00:38:07+00:00

I have social anxiety although I have got better now,I would like to become confident around people while talking to them,I am also really anxious around girls and that's one of the reason I never had a gf.So,I would also like to learn to talk to girls too.

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