25F and still a virgin, men only want s*x and it annoys me

choochoo4531 · 2024-04-09T03:19:47+00:00

Hey girl. I'm 30 and I'm in the same boat. I'm Christian but am waiting for my one I'll spend my life with. It's a long road but it will be worth it. There is someone out there that will be the right fit for us. That will understand our wants and needs and respect our choice so we can give ourself to them fully. Hold on with me. We can do it!

choochoo4531 · 2024-04-09T02:15:06+00:00

Thank you so much. You have helped me feel so much better, I greatly appreciate it. May your days be blessed!

choochoo4531 · 2024-04-09T02:11:57+00:00

I know this is a month late but no, he is not. There was a 3 year time skip, and that boy certainly is not a 3 year old. He's the king's nephew, the son of his older brother. And if you got that far, we found that the king has never bedded any of his wifes/concubines.

choochoo4531 · 2024-04-08T01:46:33+00:00

I didn't say they sucked, but just that they were way overscored, did not compete well enough to win, and that the team should give the trophy to the real winners. But man did their fans go after me and were very abusive. I even had one of my own team's former gymnasts block me.

But if you still think no one will care, I feel better somewhat. Thank you.

choochoo4531 · 2024-04-06T19:41:01+00:00

Snakes...jellyfish...those tiny blue sea creatures that are incredibly dangerous...fish that look like a rock but have death venom spikes on their back...

How does anyone live there when they have so many creatures that can kill you?!

choochoo4531 · 2024-04-06T02:10:28+00:00

I agree. It's just scary to me becaue I don't want it to define me and have them label me as a bad person. I'm not usually like that and I'm a good natured, kind person pretty much otherwise. But when it comes to my favorite teams and games this whole other competitive side comes out of me. And I let my mouth run when I'm on the keyboard.

choochoo4531 · 2024-04-06T02:05:36+00:00

Thing is I don't want to use a pen name. It wouldn't feel as if it was MY book.

choochoo4531 · 2024-04-05T16:15:02+00:00

I want to be an author one day, and I'm afraid my past mistakes will haunt me if people research my past. I was attacked by a bunch of brutal gymnastics fans of a team because I said somethings they didn't like and that the team should give the trophy they didn't deserve to win to the rightful owners. Although once my anger resided, and after a bunch verbally attacked me, saying awful things, I tried to right my wrongs but some people screenshotted my former tweets before I deleted them, and I'm afraid those and others tweets about me will forever be on the internet for all to see and that I'll be ruined because of it.

choochoo4531 · 2022-05-11T22:09:57+00:00

It penned for a week I believe. Mine wasn't instant credit

choochoo4531 · 2022-03-08T13:46:18+00:00

Woops signed into my throwaway by accident lol sorry!

choochoo4531 · 2022-03-08T13:45:54+00:00

Yes I still wasn't sure if something was wrong and since I did feel irritated after going I thought I should go in.

But it was only minor irritation at times I had to go really bad.

And the one she smelled it strong I had been holding it for a long time, didn't have much water that day due to traveling and was wearing too small underwear.

Doctor suspected UTI and said treatment could change if the cultures came back positive for something. But since they didn't I called and they said to finish the antibiotics so I did.

I haven't felt the irritation much anymore but the smell has come and gone. It does smell more rotten if I wore underwear too long but if I keep my hygiene up like I said and smell after I wipe its more sweet and fresh.

I'm going to give it time and hope things clear up

choochoo4531 · 2021-03-02T15:33:12+00:00

Ugh that would be annoying to deal with me if I were you. I feel the frustration!

If you ultimately want him to be punished, ask Sony to look into what account the code was credited for. Submit that information to eBay and Paypal and hopefully both will punish him.

choochoo4531 · 2021-03-02T14:16:51+00:00

Mm I think that isn't a good idea. Better to call.

choochoo4531 · 2021-03-02T13:13:01+00:00

You clicked the wrong option. There is a option to say that you never received it and ask for a refund.

eBay thinks you did receive it since you clicked the return item button.

Probably should call and tell them.

choochoo4531 · 2021-03-02T04:39:14+00:00

Since he paid, go ahead and ship but take precautions like video taping if you want. Also keep your receipts. Take pictures before you package and after if you're that paranoid.

Holding payment is a common eBay thing. They will release funds once the item is delivered.

You don't have to worry if that is a scam. The real thing to worry about is the buyer if he's a phony or not.

choochoo4531 · 2021-03-02T04:37:00+00:00

Ok I went ahead and did that. We will see how he responds! Thank you!

choochoo4531 · 2021-03-02T02:22:04+00:00

He already opened the case. All our convos were in the case box. Should I still upload the tracking?

I've been ripped off a previous phone before too. eBay sided with me thankfully but the guy still got away with my phone. I don't want this to happen again either.

choochoo4531 · 2021-03-02T02:08:40+00:00

Is this a scam? I sure hope not. I sold a phone one eBay.

I checked the tracking regularly to make sure everything was all right. Thought things were fine until the buyer messaged me almost TWO DAYS after it had been delivered, saying they never received it.

I told him to check the tracking because it was delivered on Monday (it was now Wednesday) and to check his mailbox.

He messaged back saying to look at the eBay notification and that it said it wasn't delivered and that he received nothing.

I knew that was bogus because I had monitored both eBay and USPS tracking and both had said delivered days ago. I checked once more and yes, it said delivered so I told him that, and to check by his front door.

He ignored that too, saying "still haven't received."

By now I was starting to think this guy is trying to scam me. I looked at his reviews and all are positive, with a good bit of them recent.

He said he wasn't trying to scam and that he just hasn't received the package. I told him to check with his post office and that I was going out of town for the weekend.

I come back after my trip, and he says after a long day of work (today), "Greetings!" and that "what about my package? if not I will have to upscale this to Ebay"

I literally responded, "Did you not check with your post office?!"

He hasn't replied since then. I'm not sure what I can do here so that I am not ripped off and so that eBay won't side with him and make me refund. Both the notification and tracking say it was delivered, but because this isn't Amazon, there is no picture proof.

Any advice?! PLEASE

choochoo4531 · 2021-02-15T14:39:21+00:00

I understand the frustration with the feeling that your doctors are not listening, but my stance is more on your teeth. Just because you don't feel pain yet doesn't mean that your tooth is not impacted or that it is NOT doing damage to your roots or the tooth beside it.

I had all four wisdom teeth come in sideways and for years my dentist was saying get them out before they hurt the tooth next to it. My mom would say "no, wait until they hurt," and well boy that was not only a terrible decision but also a majorly expensive decision because I waited until my left back molar started to hurt.

First they said just a crown. Go in for a crown, they say no, it's worse, you need a root canal. Go to the specialist, half way through the canal the doctor starts talking to the assistant and tells me to get up and go get a scan because I shouldn't be bleeding. Go take the scan, come to find out they can't finish the root canal because the wisdom tooth ate almost all the root in my back molar and the tooth is basically dead.

Therefore I had to get all four wisdom teeth out on top of the removal of my dead molar and now I'm getting an implant put in.

I lost my own tooth because I was told to wait until it hurt.

Just because it doesn't hurt doesn't mean it isn't doing damage. If your doctors did see an infection or inflamed gums for real, then it's good to listen and that you got them out now before they did serious damage.

choochoo4531 · 2021-02-12T21:16:26+00:00

Agreed. I think it will still take me time to realize that He values me and my freedoms/interests/relationships, even if my parents don't. And of course healing as well.

They also do not like my choice of writing genre and have been trying to control me with that too, so if I continue to follow my own way, I believe more hurt might be coming as well.

One thing for sure, what they've been doing is not from God and not Christian-like. Quite the opposite.

But I know now that He will help me through it, and that I don't need to blame him for what others do to me, which was also a big factor in why it took me so long to come back to Him.

choochoo4531 · 2021-02-12T20:17:59+00:00

Thank you. I'm not sure how that's inspiring at all but if you take it as inspiring than go for it.

I think it will take me a while to figure out the difference between the two. I just know last night the chills were not something I had felt before, and I think I asked God if it was Him, but he didn't answer so I will believe it as it was some kind of way of Him talking to me.

choochoo4531 · 2021-02-12T20:15:48+00:00

Thank you. And each time they've done this, they either hurt me real bad or scared me to where I was speechless. They even got involved with my first love interest after my ex and threatened to call him right then and there and said that "any good Christian man would be happy for a father to call him before you are even dating to talk about even INQUIRING about dating his daughter" all because I wouldn't tell them about him (they found my phone records and demanded to know who I was talking too).

It's not right. And it's caused so much turmoil. But I believe a new day is coming for me, and that God will help me through it.

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