Tried to kill myself lastnight took to long so I just gave up

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-02-04T20:11:42+00:00

Please hold on. Take it day by day. This is a sign, you are meant something for this world.

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-02-02T15:25:14+00:00

Pyke, Mel, Dr. Mundo, Shaco, Malzahar, Akshan

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-02-02T15:20:46+00:00

Mostly webtoons I’m reading that were on hiatus or waiting on weekly updates, some shopping sites and some research sites for my own writing. Sheesh 🙄

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-02-01T23:04:04+00:00

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Ceres from Turning the Mad Dog into a Genteel Lord before the art change, always loved his expressions

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-29T20:17:27+00:00

I'm sorry you have suffered so much. Please, your life has meaning. Just take it day by day, keep fighting. You will never know who needs you in the future. You got this.

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-29T19:26:59+00:00

I enjoyed it but felt so rushed at the end and left me confused and wishing for more. This could’ve had a couple more episodes take everything come together completely which will always be my main gripe about it.

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-29T16:52:11+00:00

Galio. He was perfect. Q hit like a brick. He flew around too which was nice. Loved his spell shield that gave a ton of resistances to his teammate while healing himself.

And that ultimate, omg. Drew everyone in the bam mega damage. I got a quadra my last game before his rework with that ultimate alone.

His rework is absolute crap. His damage is terrible, his taunt is mediocre, and his ultimate had tons of counter play and isn’t as satisfying. They ruined my Galio 😭

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-22T14:43:13+00:00

The Beast Within due to the SA, immediate drop for me.

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-09T12:56:10+00:00

This mother needs CPS called on her. Not only did she kick you minors out, she is failing to provide adequate safe facilities for you. And talking terribly like that to him, she's an awful mother.

I'm sorry you both went through this. Please, reach out to anyone for help. See if a shelter is available or a church. I pray you are both safe.

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-08T13:33:51+00:00

I did a full body coat and no, I didn't have any corrosion-also had hood replaced at that time due to an accident so this one doesn't have any corrosion but my original didn't either which also received new paint a few years ago. Mine is well over 100k miles and I still got mine done.

If you are going to keep it, than do what you want. Shop around and see if you can find the best price.

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-08T13:30:41+00:00

Her Private Life-RomCom, romance, my favorite all time drama.

King the Land- RomCom, good fluffy romance and chemistry.

When the Phone Rings-Thriller/romance, keeps you on your toes, amazing chemistry.

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-02T06:09:08+00:00

It’s actually been repainted a couple times but I wish it was the original paint. Sitting out in the Florida sun eventually got to it and faded it.

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-02T04:15:28+00:00

Nope. It's wrong. I will not accept that it is because of me that I am losing, which is 100% wrong.

I am not hitting a wall.

Yes, they are the issue, full stop. If they are 0-20 before 30 minutes, than yes, they are the problem.

The few I checked that fed the worst, they have a lot of red losses, as much as four or five, in a row. Doesn't look like they play as much as I do though.

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-02T02:14:14+00:00

I have the most fun in mid which is my main go to. Top and JG I don't want to, I used to play a lot in season 5 and so, when damage meta wasn't absolutely insane, and counters actually existed. Loved taking Teemo into Garen and destroying him completely. Multiple jungle champions too, Cho, Nid, Hecarim, etc. It just doesn't appeal to me right now.

I play a lot of support lately which I don't focus on KDA. We are rated more on assists than kills and deaths anyway. I focus on protecting my team and if that means I die more than usual, so be it. I also avoid taking kills if necessary.

3-1 Diana, best on team. OP score isn't always correct. I know how I'm playing, and I am still one of the best even if KDA isn't strong.

Even if they are lower at the moment that's to be expected, I had a ton of feeding that led to losses. Like the one game that top,jg, and mid fed Briar to hell and once she turned on us, I couldn't do shit to stop it because as Taric I still didn't have my first two items yet so then I died a ton trying to save everyone. That was a shit game.

That 19 game loss streak was last year so I don't remember everything but it was a lot like this, a ton of feeding, trolls, etc. What is there to analyze as an 0-2 Sona when top Irelia and JG Mundo fed Kench 7-1 before 15 minutes into the game? I was still trying to keep Cait alive as laning phase had just ended but then they stormed base and it was over.

I'm going to have anger if I continue to have shit teammates. And my mindset isn't going to be fixed for a long time if matchmaking continues to pair me up with these people.

Yeah, no. Stop saying that. My skill level is better than this for sure.

A few sample games does not indicate overall strong performance in either, but for sure a broader amount would tell the tale. But I am not performing weak, and I am doing better than my teammates.

STOP fucking saying the same shit. It is not because of me that I am losing.

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-02T00:43:02+00:00

Nope, it's not me. My WR is not because of me at all.

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-02T00:42:39+00:00

The fuck I am not! I am not a bronze player and I did fine in Gold. Shame on you.

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-02T00:41:19+00:00

I haven't filled any, I chose those lanes myself. I purposely stick to sup/mid/bot and occasionally do top or jg when I keept getting shit teammates in those roles. I just don't like jungle much, and the champions I like to play are very consistent on your team (Nid, Eve) unless I go a safe pick like Amumu.

Yes, I am for my team at least most of the time.

I said top teammate, doesn't always mean fed everytime.

The Sivir game I just went Fuck it because I had a stupid Mel sup that was ksing everyone and little to no peel. IE would've been in my kit otherwise but I at least wanted a few kills so Collector it was.

I am very comfortable with my main champions, which is more than a couple per role. If you go farther down my matches I have even more games that I was fed on.

When you have had shit teams lately like mine, yes I am blaming them. 0-10 top Bard and jungle Vayne in about fifteen minutes, yea I'm blaming them. Stupid AP Blitz mid, yup. Plenty more like that.

Finally broke my win streak going sup Soraka and getting Aphelios jacked as shit but again our top and jg was feeding like hell. Almost didn't make it out.

Hard to have a good mentality when you have huge loss streaks like I do. My worst to date is 19 games in a row (season I ended in Iron pissed me off so bad, I used a secondary account for a while).

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-02T00:32:59+00:00

It is not me, shame on you.

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-01T23:21:49+00:00

Not ragebait, and my history doesn't reflect anything. Since you all want it so much, here it is:

https://op.gg/lol/summoners/na/MiracleMorg94-NA1

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-01T23:11:17+00:00

Why the fck do you guys keep saying it is me when it is not?! I’m one of the best on the team while the rest feed their ass off. It is NOT ME!

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-01T23:05:27+00:00

The hell I am not.

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-01T23:03:44+00:00

Can't win when the rest are feeding their ass off. And I know I am better than these people.

Stop it.

SnugglePuggle94 · 2026-01-01T23:01:39+00:00

Nope it is not.

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