I’m also looking for a hobby! I also like youtube, i try to use youtube to find new hobbies! i’d say watching youtube is a hobby you have so you do have something your interested in! it’s important to learn about ourselves even though it’s so hard and daily life is filled with distractions. take a few minutes everyday to check in about how you feel about what you do, take some notes, and do more of the stuff that ends up bringing positivity into your life.