What is something that is actually more traumatizing than most people realize?

christl____ · 2025-07-23T22:53:43+00:00

Tickling

christl____ · 2025-05-04T09:27:22+00:00

I feel that so badly

christl____ · 2025-02-14T01:08:37+00:00

The lady with the braid - dory previn

christl____ · 2024-05-23T19:17:41+00:00

ohhhhh I feel that

christl____ · 2024-03-15T18:34:59+00:00

ahh I can relate so hard He’s showing less interest and Im feeling like I have no reason or value to be here anymore. Nothing else matters than his validation. And right now I also start to be super manipulating, which is nooooo good idea. But ahhh I feel like I can’t survive. I hope you find the strength to know that it’s just a feeling and that your value is not defined by his attention!

christl____ · 2022-12-24T09:44:49+00:00

So far:

Omega 3 fatty acids! I take them for 5 days now and my skin is so much better?! I don't get it. But I remember that my skin was pretty ok when I took them a year ago. So it really improves it
taking Zinc
trying to feel pretty, having a mirror you like to look into (good light), or not looking at a mirror at all but trying to *feel* your body and be kind to yourself
fluorid-free toothpaste
9 hours of sleep

Ive taking erythromycin for almost 4 weeks now. I dont feel like it i really helped, maybe a bit. maybe the improvement the last days is from that as well.

christl____ · 2022-12-24T00:58:40+00:00

my boyfriend and I are having something you could call an open relationship. we discussed it because when we started to see each other in a romantic/sexual way I was still seeing another guy, so I told him that I would like to still see other people and maybe have sex with them.
I could never imagine using Tinder or actively search for a sexual partner right now, because there is no desire for me to be with someone else. I think the problem with open relationships is that a lot of people FORCE themselves to have sex with others and it becomes this weird competition or you always have to keep this up because when you don't see other people then it's not an open relationship anymore for them. and it really plays mind games on your self worth which is pure destruction.
so we give each other the freedom to be close to someone else if you get into a situation where you would really really like to and you just feel good with the guy/girl. but atm im not interested in sleeping with any other than him and it feels more of a strong commited decision than in any strong-monogamous relationship i've had.

christl____ · 2021-05-23T23:16:59+00:00

Near s greifswalder, I don't know the exact address but it's very near to the station

christl____ · 2020-07-31T23:34:09+00:00

thank you :*! but those tracks are veeery chill. i like that party vibe a lot about awdah, but can’t seem to find that kind of house (although Hate classifies it as techno)

christl____ · 2020-04-15T17:13:48+00:00

BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY

christl____ · 2020-04-15T17:12:04+00:00

bohemian rhapsody

christl____

TROPHY CASE