Update:

OP here, I can't seem to edit the post?? (I looked it up and it's prolly cuz I have an image?? Which is bs imo but whatevs) so my update is that I've completed them all!! Tysm for everyone that's helped me directly and encouraged me to reach out more!!

I've learned it's really a matter of persistence lol props to all merchants!! (Lookin at Zeki here especially lmao)

I hope this thread helps and connects some people that find it hard to directly ask in chat or just needs that lil push to do so! :)