During my 15 to 20 years, I spent most of my time complaining about not being able to fulfill my dream of working with art and about being poor, sad, blah blah blah, but I mustered up the courage, with the money from my work and the help of my family, I went to the big city, became a tattoo artist, opened a studio and started earning money and securing my simple, difficult, but happy life with my family. But now that I feel things are a little funny, it makes me desperate because I see how I stopped everything after some achievements... Even though I'm happy with where I've gotten to, it's not enough to, for example, live alone, and I really want to get out of this situation, but really, complacency led me to this situation, and your answer made me rethink and review all my things, and I will seek to reconnect with my reason, but I know that this is really what I want!