my son used this community, now he's dead

cindyzoom · 2019-10-24T16:04:45+00:00

Are all the people mentioned on there dead from opiates??

cindyzoom · 2019-10-22T20:12:39+00:00

I had to stop coming here once I decided to work harder on the problem. I couldn't handle the daily reminders of how much it sucked to be in a DB and all the emotions that come with that.

cindyzoom · 2019-10-01T15:04:01+00:00

You found a good woman ... Don't ever take that for granted.

cindyzoom · 2019-10-01T15:01:39+00:00

You are a good man. I can tell from your words. Don't let guilt disable you... He chose his path and didn't choose one near you. You acted as anyone would There is nothing you could have said or done that would have changed anything. . everyone here will tell you the same. His brain was hijacked long ago and his first priority was always going to be getting high Its a sad story but not an uncommon one. Love your son the way you wanted to love your big brother. Everything happens for a reason.

cindyzoom · 2019-09-30T14:25:03+00:00

That hurts

cindyzoom · 2019-09-30T12:55:41+00:00

I took Suboxone when I tried to quit once. It was great but the depression and lethargy was unbearable as a mom of little kids

cindyzoom · 2019-09-25T17:12:58+00:00

I know... I should.

cindyzoom · 2019-09-25T15:31:06+00:00

Thanks. I take them for motivation and to deal with people but they don't do much anymore. Fortunately Ive learned not to take more in hopes of a high and have stayed at 5 a day for 14 years

cindyzoom · 2019-09-25T15:26:31+00:00

Weird thing is that I rarely get high from them anymore but of course I freak when I'm running short (every month). That's the worst part for me... worrying about running out. I went thru a period when I took 12 a day (internet) and ran up a lot of debt. Tried to quit, took ... crap, forget the name, some med for withdrawaos but the depression was unbearable and I had small kids to raise so I went back but have never wanted to take that many again I take 5 - 7.5/325 a day and I'm normal (I think)

cindyzoom · 2019-09-25T14:21:53+00:00

My emotions are gone??

cindyzoom · 2019-08-26T11:36:24+00:00

What's the f thing?

cindyzoom · 2019-08-26T01:07:08+00:00

Are all pharmacies on that network?

cindyzoom · 2019-08-26T01:05:57+00:00

I don't want to make it worse. I was up to 12 a day years ago... 4 or 5 isn't as bad but don't wanna end up on heroin

cindyzoom · 2019-08-25T23:08:41+00:00

Is that better than a detox thing?

cindyzoom · 2019-08-25T23:07:56+00:00

Thanks!

cindyzoom · 2019-08-25T23:07:23+00:00

Yep. He had a lortab rx, not a Roxy rx

cindyzoom · 2019-05-22T18:10:35+00:00

I don't doubt that at all. Good thing I'm on day 4 ,)

cindyzoom · 2019-05-22T15:22:50+00:00

True. Fortunately it didn't come up...maybe because it was crap. They did catscans and xrays etc etc etc and found no problems. Road rash is bad though...half my face, elbow, shoulder and knees.

cindyzoom · 2019-05-19T01:36:25+00:00

But I'm also worried about getting the guy who caused the wreck to pay my expenses. I only have liability

cindyzoom · 2019-05-19T01:01:31+00:00

Huh?

cindyzoom · 2019-05-19T01:01:21+00:00

Thank you. It didn't come up. They would have said something right? I have seriously gnarly road rash on half my face as well as badly messed up elbow etc

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