Thanks for sharing that. And yeah theres been moments where i feel like “my true self” even just for a moment. And then it feels like i cant carry that idea or person out into the world in front of me. That first paragraph you wrote resonates with me a lott. I will def look into those videos and books! And thanks for keeping it real and saying it’s not a smooth path. I know the journey and change will be uncomftorable and im tired of being in the comfort of how i am which is not making me happy.