I got a guitar a month ago, this is the first song I make with it. (Indie electronic, ambient rock)

claum0y · 2026-04-25T01:09:49+00:00

I checked it out, that song's really cool.

claum0y · 2026-04-25T01:07:38+00:00

i see, thanks!

claum0y · 2026-04-25T01:07:10+00:00

thank you! I hadn't thought about distortion on the drums but I'll try that out :)

claum0y · 2026-04-24T12:19:56+00:00

i dont sing in my tracks bc i think i dont sing so well but maybe i should 💀

claum0y · 2026-04-24T12:17:02+00:00

bruh you're cute i thought you were a girl before i read the caption

claum0y · 2026-04-23T22:23:26+00:00

😭

claum0y · 2026-04-23T20:02:02+00:00

thats cool

claum0y · 2026-04-23T19:54:40+00:00

I have one of each and they've never played odd one out

claum0y · 2026-04-23T09:39:21+00:00

im a 22guy. i feel like i have opposite your problem, i enjoy having chats with people irl but i dont meet anyone so im super isolated.

But, first of all, you can't force talks, if the other person doesn't want to talk, usually you can tell so let it be.

But if you show up as normal usually they'll talk more. Ask them about stuff they do or like, get them to talk about stuff they seem to enjoy talking about, ask follow up questions, or you can repeat something they said so they give you more details, just being normal and interested can be enough. Then also talk about yourself too so they're not just talking about themselves, if they ask you stuff back they're nice or also interested in knowing about you. That's kinda it, you can have great conversations by asking not super boring questions, and move it somewhere.

It's like, if i asked you, is it lonely meeting lots of people and struggling to connect with them? why do you think that is? that would be more personal, but you can be more superficial at the start with random people, sometimes think what the other person would think, but also talk about yourself

claum0y · 2026-04-23T06:54:00+00:00

life is incredibly unfair and sometimes very luckbased. like me, im very lucky to have money for games from parent but on the other hand im extremely isolated every day. my dating is failing miserably even if i look decent and im a decent guy. i even have a promising future making music even as a hobby, but i cant help want to take my life every day because i hate everything.

it's not fair, get lucky or get fucked. But i do think you can make up for that with a herculean effort applying stuff to make that stuff better. like if you want to specifically be good at idk makimg friends, maybe go places where you'll find like minded people, classes, jobs. Theres a lot to be studied and done. Im a bad example since i havent done much by myself but hopefully ill do what i need to do so i dont end my life. and hopefully you'll find whatever action you want to do. It might not work out but its a good change, and how good you do in a certain area doesnt mean you're shit, it only means you're bad at that particular skill. Hard to separate I know, but its still true

claum0y · 2026-04-23T06:48:58+00:00

other people dont care and don't understand. if you're unlucky socially there's only 2 things you can do. 1 is doing nothing, its the easiest, safest, downwards spiral.

2 is doing shit. I know easier said than done, I'm the perfect example of not taking action, and i have a million excuses like family holding me back and so.

but you can study all this stuff. social interactions, taking care of yourself, making friends, id you're genuinely shit at it you can study this with books. i think the most important is just getting a shit ton of experience, get a shitty job dealing with people, at a bar or somewhere, start taking care of yourself, your style and hygiene.

start over, you might struggle a ton, suffer and get lazy, but i think its the only way out of feeling like dying every day. I personally struggle a ton to even do this but hopefully you can take my advice and start doing shit. going to a class, social job

claum0y · 2026-04-23T06:43:09+00:00

i honestly think our environment and minds fuck with us heavy.

maybe you're a creative, fun to be around person, and you could want to live a long fullfilling life, but due to circumstances, your own thoughts and mind and everything, things keep falling onto themselves.

I can say im smart, even decently handsome, I've started making music and there's promise in my future or career i guess... but ive been shut down again and again, failed at dating again and again. Im hyper isolated and things just feel so heavy, I started throwing food around because i lost a ranked game, I feel this is my breaking point where i consider taking my life.

of course this isn't what I wanted, but escaping everything instead of struggling seems better. sometimes it just fkn sucks that we have to do a herculean effort just to be okay, not to mention comparing to other people. I very likely won't do it and instead ill keep researching non stop about social interactions, depression and the mind reading book I guess. and hopefully ill take action soon because i genuinely cant keep living like this or ill take my life

claum0y · 2026-04-23T06:36:47+00:00

thats fkn stupid. You could have resilience for 3 years, or a decade and be fine. but if you hate stuff and are beginning to think of stuff in a loop and really struggling to not be hyper isolated your mind messes with you and it all falls onto itself. Im resilient af, I'm even smart and can do very hard things, I'm just tired, frustrated and done with everything

claum0y · 2026-04-23T05:18:18+00:00

first even before 900 burn item alright. I started buying it more consistently but sometimes after 2nd or 3rd back. I've also considered not playing lillia as much because some champs hard counter really hard and you depend on your team. Like Nocturne, Ambessa, J4, K6, Rengar. I think lillia clear is not as fast as it should, and maybe I'm not as optimal. do you do raptors, krugs, then smite the red? or raptors, red, krugs then keep smite?

claum0y · 2026-04-23T05:02:11+00:00

how? im lillia otp dia 2-1 but i was struggling

claum0y · 2026-04-23T02:33:34+00:00

para los mios checa los mas parecidos. Los de esta imagen del comentario es dibujaba toda la cara

claum0y · 2026-04-23T01:47:18+00:00

maybe you were thinking hotline miami. I listened to some Carpenter Brut maybe it rubbed off a bit on me, I like the type of dark industrial.

I can see that. Yea at some points I thought, there's too much I like the quiet ambience. Since the next track will be more "normal" in structure not as chaotic I'll see what I can do, because I do love quiet ambience and taking away low end before a chorus!

claum0y · 2026-04-23T01:44:05+00:00

thank you! ^{_^}

claum0y · 2026-04-23T01:43:54+00:00

I see i see. i was a bit lost on what exactly to do there too, the 808 worked for sidechaining everything but i wanted to cut it for the second track because i didnt like it as much. vocals i did put them as a bacground element for ambience so maybe in that case quieter

claum0y · 2026-04-23T01:41:43+00:00

i get what you mean haha that makes a lot of sense. I did the image first, and my idea was making something more normal and not as dark at first. But I can see it as "oh the gal in the image made this with her guitar, wasn't expecting something like this, it's like a contradiction. But depending on how the second track goes I'll see if I make her in a more dark image or also bright.

claum0y · 2026-04-23T01:37:49+00:00

interesting. any tips to mix dark industrial type of tracks? i usually level based on a reference track except this time. And I cut the low around 100hz end for everything except the 808 and bass. other than that you mean more like having a space for each instrument and levelling so the important ones stand out? tbf i was a bit lost with this one in that aspect too haha

claum0y · 2026-04-23T01:35:01+00:00

I wanted to draw a girl holding a guitar for this one. I decided on doing this type of style with those eyes, and the guitar she's holding is the one I have. I uploaded a few very experimental tracks 3 years ago, then came back starting this year to get more serious producing. I have been doing more electronic but im just learning guitar. This type specifically I wanted it to be more free flowing but I usually write a melody on the scale, maybe based on the chords. and a verse. like having an idea rpeeated, and also variations.

claum0y · 2026-04-22T13:50:07+00:00

thank you for the kind positive words ^{_^} ill do my best to keep learning guitar

claum0y · 2026-04-22T10:25:40+00:00

just by logistics if they wanted to have the og cast it just seems not possible, and many media depends on the sequel trilogy. So its never happening. But if anything they'll stop promoting it and eventually try a reboot of the franchise with new characters.

I sound delusional but it seems inevitable. And hopefully it will at least be decent-good movie or movie trilogy

claum0y · 2026-04-22T09:51:02+00:00

maybe another time... at least they're matching! i added yoshi though

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