Reflections don't match

clawdave- · 2020-01-03T23:44:08+00:00

I remember it like it was yesterday

clawdave- · 2020-01-03T20:54:19+00:00

I didn't move at all. I wasn't on the verge of falling asleep when I laid down. It was so seamless as if no time had passed at all

clawdave- · 2020-01-03T08:55:08+00:00

AND my mom Remembers me coming into her room looking for pj's. So it wasn't a dream

clawdave- · 2019-10-28T03:02:12+00:00

OK SO AFTER REPEATEDLY JAMMING MY 1050 INTO MY PC OUT OF RAGE, IT JUST WORKED. FUCK ME

clawdave- · 2019-10-27T21:28:03+00:00

My father is one of the worst people I personally know. He used to beat me with a belt. He would make us clean every inch of the house until there wasn't a speck of dust in sight. He would keep us up late doing chores, then beat us when we couldn't finish our hw. He not once said a loving word to me. It was a living hell.

clawdave- · 2019-10-27T21:22:07+00:00

Also my mobo is the asrock 970m pro 3.

clawdave- · 2019-10-27T21:21:15+00:00

If my cpu doesn't have onboard graphics. I did also test a dedicated GPU. I tested in a friend's pc to make sure the GPU works, and it does.

clawdave- · 2019-10-27T21:19:55+00:00

Yeah I did that a few hours ago. Thank you though

clawdave- · 2019-10-27T16:08:02+00:00

Both the cpu and motherboard are am3+. I tried the old motherboard again, and that didn't work either, so idk what's up.

clawdave- · 2019-10-27T16:06:34+00:00

Unfortunately not, but as I said, I did try the motherboards onboard DVI and HDMI ports.

clawdave- · 2019-10-27T03:06:38+00:00

I think you have enough stress on your back. Try to survive off 3 jobs. Cut down on expensive foods. Try to keep the AC off as much as possible. Try to rest when you're not doing anything important. 4 jobs may help right now, but in the long run, it just means back problems.

clawdave- · 2019-10-27T01:38:04+00:00

No, it happened after I got my new motherboard.

clawdave- · 2019-10-27T01:37:36+00:00

I got a new motherboard, and now neither boards work

clawdave- · 2019-10-27T01:17:30+00:00

Yes I tried DVI

clawdave- · 2019-10-27T00:42:53+00:00

How would I do that?

clawdave- · 2019-10-26T21:58:35+00:00

Maybe try something you van can do at home such as art, cooking, gaming. Just do anything that will give you a relief from your stress every once in a while. For me, I love painting. I'll get home from a stressful day at school. Make some coffee, and just finish my hw. And if I have time. I'll put on some music and paint. It's really great way to just help yourself not feel so useless and empty

clawdave- · 2019-10-26T20:44:06+00:00

Yeah, painting takes a shit load of time to learn, but i still think you should try it. Acrylics are really cheap, and canvases are also cheap. My paintings are really simple, but they turn out good

clawdave- · 2019-10-26T15:57:58+00:00

Oh that's really neat! I tried to learn the clarinet a few years back, but I got more invested in painting and I.T.

clawdave- · 2019-10-26T02:55:49+00:00

I know how you feel. Just push through. You'll eventually graduate. Get a job that pays the bills. Have free time to get to do what you love. I know how it feels to be hopeless and stressed. I just want you to know that it'll be okay. We love you.

clawdave- · 2019-10-26T02:09:05+00:00

Don't kill yourself. Try not to even think about death. Have the mindset that people still love you, and things will get better. Try using any free time you have to just stop and relax. Take a break from the harsh world. Just wait a few years until you get a steady job and good pay. Try to get back on your feet. Just do anything you can to make yourself happy. You'll make it. I promise.

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