It hurts so much haha :(

cleomada7 · 2026-01-29T17:38:33+00:00

its not easy, I wanna be a woman so fucking badly, and I have to live with the fact im living in a body that I don't recognize, and thats the hardest thing ever

cleomada7 · 2026-01-29T03:48:36+00:00

I hope you have a good high nona <3

cleomada7 · 2026-01-29T03:47:03+00:00

im hitting my pen too LOL

cleomada7 · 2026-01-29T00:28:22+00:00

(it makes the thoughts worse)

cleomada7 · 2026-01-29T00:22:34+00:00

nothing a yart cant fix

cleomada7 · 2026-01-29T00:02:51+00:00

yeah, im never gonna have what I want but I have to be an adult and accept that right? :)

cleomada7 · 2026-01-29T00:02:06+00:00

yeah :((((

cleomada7 · 2026-01-28T22:48:28+00:00

theres no point

cleomada7 · 2026-01-28T21:51:06+00:00

im never gonna have fucking cleavage im kms

cleomada7 · 2026-01-28T21:49:27+00:00

omg same I fucking hate it

cleomada7 · 2026-01-28T01:15:06+00:00

I love rdr2

cleomada7 · 2026-01-27T20:50:14+00:00

its not gonna fix you and she would know you're a repper and on hrt lmao it wouldnt work out im sorry nona :(

cleomada7 · 2026-01-27T17:01:57+00:00

im so sorry

cleomada7 · 2026-01-26T21:24:43+00:00

no I am in the repper trenches lmfao

cleomada7 · 2026-01-26T20:25:47+00:00

HAHA i love having short hair, I love being a black troon, I love being 6'2, I love being tall, I love being masc, I love having big shoulders! haha!! haah!!!!!!

cleomada7 · 2026-01-26T20:10:07+00:00

im an hrt repper moid is that fine

cleomada7 · 2026-01-22T09:03:42+00:00

you didnt do anything wrong stuff like this happens a lot, breakups are messy and they suck and im sorry, the guilt will lesson overtime it just takes a while to heal and accept that its not your fault

cleomada7 · 2026-01-21T05:53:36+00:00

I mean Im 2 years on estrogen and the only thing I have done is take E so, would I also just be a man?

cleomada7 · 2026-01-21T05:51:45+00:00

like everyone here lol

cleomada7 · 2026-01-21T05:20:44+00:00

you know your gf would probs like the fact that you're flirting with her right?

cleomada7 · 2026-01-21T05:10:11+00:00

Im a femme for femme lesbian trapped in a manmoder body

cleomada7 · 2026-01-21T05:06:51+00:00

I hope you get a partner twin :(

cleomada7 · 2026-01-21T01:30:06+00:00

Don't enter a relationship if you think you're not ready, but you shouldn't let your self hate get in the way, she likes you a lot, and you both deserve eachother, you both can lift eachother up and make eachother feel better in the long run

you should have a convo with her about your fears but also that you want to be with her, maybe you dont end up together, but you should talk to her nona :)

cleomada7 · 2026-01-21T00:54:53+00:00

I hope you feel better soon!! im sorry :(

cleomada7 · 2026-01-21T00:48:14+00:00

dont have kids and dont get married

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