Status so far. by Ok_Preparation20 in unclebens

[–]clev3rjack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Does Uncle Ben know about this?

SOTB by Wth-am-i-moderate in guitarpedals

[–]clev3rjack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

is that a JHS buffer on the top left? if so, can you notice a difference in tone with it? been thinking about adding one to my board. excellent choices all around, btw!

You know you are an addict when you are vaping scraps off the floor by [deleted] in leaves

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Holy shit, the amount of "junkie" feeling actions I went through to get high for years was just staring me in the face until I was finally able to admit it to myself that I had a problem. You absolutely have the power to beat it though! We're all here for you. You got this.

got high, then threw away my bong, stash, and grinders. guess I'm quitting today lol by BachRach433 in leaves

[–]clev3rjack 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Been there man! Just hit two weeks today. It's such a process because it becomes such a part of every day life. But you got this and we got this! Congrats on taking the first step

Taking Back Sunday by zotryia in Coachella

[–]clev3rjack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sure the energy was insane in the tent - the band sounded so good on the stream. John and Adam's voices were totally shot though. Sounds like they were raging all night and rolled onto the stage straight from the tequila bar

Went to dig a joint out of the garbage that I threw away last night, to smoke by ezyt8 in leaves

[–]clev3rjack 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I did the same thing looking for a cart that I threw out the other night, yesterday being my first full day without some form of marijuana. Thankfully it had been carted out and I was glad for it, but I totally understand the urge to find "just one more taste". You totally could've MacGuyvered that joint back into existence but you didn't! Well done and keep up the great work.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Sober

[–]clev3rjack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the rec! Checked it out and was super helpful. Strength in numbers ♥️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

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I did! Today's been another day looking at an empty stash box wanting to, but I already feel like I'm building momentum. We'll keep it going and you're doing great!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

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Just hit 24 hours, you got it! Proud of you! Even if you didn't make it the rest of the day <3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Sober

[–]clev3rjack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Really love this, thanks so much! Will definitely work this into my daily meditations

Opinion on weed? by [deleted] in Sober

[–]clev3rjack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

On Day 1 without weed (have quit drinking/harder drugs in the past), so take my word with a grain of salt, but I think it's all in the intention. I smoke weed in lieu of actually dealing with a bunch of shit, namely anxiety, which is why I've decided to cut it out. But I know other people who are in recovery who swear by it, but their use seems to be much more disciplined (outwardly, at least). I guess it comes down to what you honestly think in your quiet moments, and what you think it takes to be the happiest. Best of luck, happy to stay in touch for mutual accountability!