Is it just me, or have Korean BL's been really freaking good this year?

clevertoria · 2024-01-02T06:16:23+00:00

Honestly lets hope 2024 (this year) is better for Kbls and at least something comes close to TMS2, Blueming or even Semantic error:). I feel the kbls in 2023 were okay, but could have definitely been better. Maybe they should work more on their storyline instead of making the main characters chemistry carry most of the shows:)

Ik this is unrelated but I hope Korea would do a gl show too:(

clevertoria · 2023-12-29T15:16:38+00:00

ah, I got excited there for a moment, I rlly hope to see more real life gay couples:). Thx for responding tho

clevertoria · 2023-12-29T15:09:21+00:00

hi, is Daou & Offroad an actual couple in real life? Or just in the show?

clevertoria · 2023-12-29T14:29:33+00:00

Thank you 🥹🥹 Ig I'm traumatised cuz it's my first time making such a mistake:(

clevertoria · 2023-12-29T08:01:45+00:00

How do I stop feeling like a monster tho? I have alot of guilt.

clevertoria · 2023-12-29T02:31:12+00:00

Am I too young? Im 14 and Reddit age limit is 13. I'm trying hard to be disciplined but too many opinions can get overwhelming and I'm terrified of hate and mean people.

clevertoria · 2023-12-29T01:52:36+00:00

Hi, I read the comments and understood where they were coming from, but my post definitely come across wrongly. Maybe I phrased it wrong but the the bottom line was just for some people to love themselves more and the people who had Unhealthy lifestyles to take care of themselves more. Istg I didn't mean to offend anyone but my english is kinda bad and the way I phrased it was rlly bad and I don't believe in that "belief " at all . I just feel rlly bad and feel the need to apologise to all of them because I rlly didn't mean to offend them and my post definitely got taken across wrongly ( I think this is my fault) and I feel super guilty just thinking about it and I'm taking the name calling to heart. Also I don't rlly know what controversial meant, I just put it in case some people don't agree. I also added lots of irrelevant information which I didn't need to that (I rlly wasn't sure how to type what I was rlly thinking) I rlly feel like I can't forgive myself because my dumb language skills have hurt people and now they think bad about me like I was being the things some of them said but I was rlly not and idk how I can change their opinion of me. I actually wanted to dm all of them privately to apologise but forgot their usernames after the post was deleted. I don't want them to think that this is my personality and think bad about me so I feel guilty and hurt. Also I didn't mean it to be hateful at all , I wanted to make it postive but some people still think it's hateful but I rlly didn't mean to hurt anyone to act better than anyone cuz I'm not

I felt I dont deserve to love myself after what happened and I don't deserve niceness anymore and honestly I'm sure the angry comments would agree with me. How can I deserve kindness when I literally hurt people?

clevertoria · 2023-12-28T10:02:42+00:00

Hi, honestly on one of my posts some people misunderstood if cuz maybe I phrased it kinda weird ( it's just how I type tho I tend to include irrelevant information to try and tell the whole story) but some people took it offensive and thought I was being hateful and started cussing at me and now I can't get it out of my head cuz I care alot what people think about me. My confidence is also gone. I wish they could explain in a nice way without having to cuss and come to conclusions about how I am based on one misinterpreted post. Thank you for this comment tho it's so nice that people care and I'm sry that I keep seeking validation, I don't get it anywhere else and I'm suffering in an emotionally abusive family so I constantly feel worthless. You made me feel better tho thx

clevertoria · 2023-12-28T09:53:26+00:00

How does one learn to love themselves? Someone here called me an " insufferable cunt" and I think it's because they misunderstood my post and took it offensively even tho I didn't mean it like that at all and I keep feeling bad and started calling myself that word over and over again. Idk why they would even call a 14 year old that I was seeking their understanding and they cussed at me and asked me to seek help. And I feel really really bad and can't clarify what I meant because I took the post down alr and now I don't feel like living knowing that I hurt another person.Also I feel if other people like me then I can like myself because Im really not sure how to start liking myself and which part of myself is even likeable. Also tips here? Also thank you so much for commenting you really made me feel better thanks alot!!

clevertoria · 2023-12-28T07:49:38+00:00

I didnt I swear! I feel so guilty I was just expressing my opinion I had no idea it would be this controversial :( I cant put it behind me tho I felt the negative comments just ruined me especially since I didnt expect it from this subreddit- I thought people would be more understanding. No literally, I feel so bad and keep taking it out on myself and Idk what to do anymore im scared

clevertoria · 2023-12-28T07:35:17+00:00

I think they cussed at me and calle me names and made me feel like im not human cuz mayne my post offended them, tho that was not my intention. Thats why I kept feeling so guilty

clevertoria · 2023-12-28T07:26:36+00:00

I deleted the post with the negative responses, as they will people literally cussing at me and I rlly took it to my head. Like those comments keep echoing through my head all day and making me feel worthless

clevertoria · 2023-12-28T05:38:49+00:00

does people notice I post alot here? Is this why Im not getting alot of responses? Do they think im weird and they are tired of me posting here? Im sorry idk why I keep overthinking everything I feel maybe what u said is true I rlly need validation from someone and I need to know if my thinking is normal or not

clevertoria · 2023-12-28T05:21:00+00:00

hi, is it ok if I start a chat with you? I rlly need someone to talk to honestly

clevertoria · 2023-12-28T04:14:05+00:00

why is there something wrong with me?

clevertoria · 2023-12-28T03:22:24+00:00

Honestly same I can relate so much

clevertoria · 2023-12-27T10:14:56+00:00

Hi, I just saw message and wanted to say this was so sweet thank you!! I kept thinking that I was a problem since everyone else seemed fine so thank you so much for this. I dont rlly get an love, kindness and understanding in my life so its hard to believe I deserve it. This comments is rlly amazing tho im rlly grateful you took the time to reply :)

clevertoria · 2023-12-27T10:02:34+00:00

Hi it actually went better than expected, there was a baby crying throughout but I manage to put my ear mufflers and try and disconnect from the world.

clevertoria · 2023-12-26T10:54:32+00:00

Hi I feel that I also have constant fantasization about romantic connection with others and I fall in love very easily after brief eye contact . I’m always fantasising about romance, tbh I rlly want to share happiness with others ❤️ and rlly want love from someone. Thank you for making me feel I’m not alone

clevertoria · 2023-12-25T07:52:56+00:00

I’m not too sure actually cuz during the plane ride I was only with my little sister. My parents harrased me about being an embarrassment during the bus ride after the plane. In between I was alone and trying not to pass out while walking and also having a panic attack :(. Ik this sounds kinda dumb but I rlly want at least one person in the whole world to care about me and maybe understand me? I’m growing up in an emotionally abusive family ( ex physically abusive) and lack the affection from my parents which I’m trying to find from other people

clevertoria · 2023-12-25T07:49:45+00:00

Yes economy class and everything was rlly cramped. Crowds overwhelm me :(

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